conqueringking

I take it all back....she is still the same....I can't seem to be angry with her. What I feel is pity, disapointment. I usually have the little mechanisim in my head that keeps me from sleeping. It keeps re-playing past events in my life going "What if"(And the batteries never seem to run dead on this thing.). "What if" you said this, "What if" you did that...this time its different. I don't have any regrets, or doubts I would have done everything the same if I could have 100 Do overs. I said what I wanted, did what I wanted. Despite my trust problems; I put it all out on the line...and I'm not hurt by her actions....If anything I'm relieved because I have my closure. I don't think I could truly love her because she could never have truly ruined my life.

"The Woman who will truly capture my heart, Is the woman who creates and destroys my very existence with every breath she takes." --Conquerking.