conqueringking

I suck. I came home from work and checked my email and passed out for most of the day. Well I found out at work to day that Its down to 2 choices of were I'm going to be living when I leave Virgina. We have choice #1 Guam and choice #2 Italy. Its still a few months down the road, but I'm kinda excited. I've never been to Guam but, one of my best friend is out there now, and if I go to Italy that puts me that much closer to Spain(Which Is the most awesome place to party in the world.) Its kinda strange at times I'm content with my life but, at other times I find myself repaying event over and over trying to figure out If I could do things better. It's funny because my dreams started out like that yesterday, but then I remembered this passage I read in a book:

"there is no more futile phrase thanif only. If only we could go back and live our lives again. If only we hadn't said the unkind words. If only we had turned left instead or right.If only is useless. We make our mistakes and we move on."---David Gemmell White Wolf

This seemed to help a little,...then again I get like this if I go into a slump and don't get laid in awhile....Such a tragic cycle...