conqueringking

I have dabbled a bit in the visual arts, but I realized long ago that my personal interests lie more in performance and/or writing. I would like to do more theater than I do but I feel compelled to work as much as possible before I get to old for this kind of work. I have saved and invested a lot and if I plan it all right, when I stop dancing I should be able to do anything I want for the rest of my life without worrying about making money.

Yeah, I hat bullies. Although a few people have said that I am or can be one. I don't think so. I don't piok on the weak. I don't start fights. Well...Not really. I just, maybe, don't always look for the non-violent solution. What can I say. I am better at the violence than the reasoning.

The blow to the throat works really well. Although, usually people protect the throat too much and you have to be careful. Hit too hard and you sever the windpipe. In this case he happened to turn his head just perfect for a quick jab. Just hard enough that fighting was the last thing on his mind. And as I expected his buddies laughed and dragged him off rather than jumping in.

Sorry to hear you are lonely too. It sucks.

I don't play videogames. Its not that I dislike them I just never play them. If that makes any sense.

Some missed journals:

Threesome: Johnny Depp and Shannon Sossamon. Although I would rather have them one at a time. I find threesomes to be overrated. I like to give & have one person's full attention.

Best sexual experience. I can't really pick, but there is one man I expect to give me the best someday, If we ever work things out. I have never had sex with him but I have slept held in his arms more times than I can count. He can bring me closer to orgasm with a single touch than most men can with....

well....

Many, many touches and whatever else they may try.

Girl Scout cookies are awesome. I wish I had some right now. Ew, Angelina Jolie is quite manish, I think. But Jessica Alba? Heaven on Earth.

My best sexual experience are all of them, even the bad ones.

in third bases womens room( local bar)with trampy milf i just met.

angelina jolie is a bitch...so probably darth vader and kermit the frog. hot shit.

sarah michelle gellar and coldandwet

constantine was the last good one i think... what'd you end up doing tonight?

Congratulations on passing the board!!!!

Hmm...the last good movie I saw was SAW
...thats so weird...the last three words all consisted of the same letters

Nope. Is she a SGVA member? I don't know any of them yet.

I have a relationship that I have tried to let go of many times. I met a wonderful man who became my best friend. Fell in love with him. He fell in love with me too. But he was already married. We never had a sexual relationship. But it was, hell sometimes still is, the most romantic relationship I have ever had. But it is still bad for me. I keep walking away. Then I go back.

The new guy I met reminds me of him. Except like a shadow of him. But single.

Re your last journal. In my experience skill is all that matters. I have been with men who could do more to satisfy me in 3 minutes than some men could do in hours. So stamina is certainly over rated. Size is generally irrelevant. Now that I think about it, it may not evn be skill. Talent is more like it. Some men (and some women for that matter have a touch that is naturally sensual. If you have that you don't need anything else.

I hope the new guy isn't too shy. Recent experiences have made me a little more hesitant. I sometimes avoid being the aggressor now. So if he doesn't it may not happen.

[Edited on Feb 23, 2005 2:24PM]

I have a relationship with an ex that I still can't seem to walk away from even now that I'm married....we have tried and tried to be friends...but we always end up throwing the past in eachothers faces

Good analogy on the relationship though

Ezrabet said that I should pay you a visit.

ok i got thursday ngiht off so the night is free to come out and play im gonna need directions again. and maybe we can meet up before goin over there let me know what the plan is

Well chances are the theif is a woman. So a kick in the balls won't work. I was thinking the knee though. Hit her where it hurts. The pocketbook. A good kick to the knee and no dancing for a while. which means no money. yeah, that would teach her.

Hope the night out went well.

Re your last journal: I don't know I hear a lot of lines. Something sincere. I don't get that a lot. Oh and here is one thing that I think guys should know. If a girl looks a lot like someone else, she is probably tired of hearing about it.

hmmm sing the song Wonderful tonight to me. That would probably work. It certainly has in the past.

Georgia ...thats my home state

You should sketch me out a tattoo I've been wanting like a pretty tribal back piece...to go from shoulder to shoulder....I'm trying to get a friend here to do it but he's always busy

Chinese sounds good

One Phrase....hmmm...I think that would be something along the lines of, "I want you so bad right now"....umm..yeah...I had a guy say that to me once and I wanted to jump his bones right then and there

You're so swleep-pee....well it's 2:20 am you should be sleepy

Freckles on my eyes? Good way to think about it...lol
But really what it is, is like little dots of the clear layer of my cornea are missing ....I don't know how to explain it.

It does clear up on it's own but its a disease that kind of like goes into "remission" so it comes back as early as 2-3 weeks and as late as 1-2 months.

Let me stop now....I'm sure you don't want to hear me ramble on about it.

Well the club likes to play mostly harder stuff with a faster beat. I like to mix it up a little with more slow stuff. I also like things with more of a burlesque feel sometimes. Really though I play anything from Vaughn's Fever to NIN's closer. The only song I really hate that they play sometimes is Midnight Fishing. I don't know who it is by but I hate it. Other than the ones I mentioned some of my favorites are anything by Lords of Acid, Radiohead's Creep, Clapton's Wonderful Tonight and The Butthole Surfers' Pepper.