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Okay, fr3ak tagged me.......

Here it is 20 randum things about lil ole me....... .. brace yourself, kids, I ramble.....

1. I'm mulato...... a Heinz 57 of sorts....my father is Jamaican, German, and Native American. Mom's Italian, Nowegian, English. People can't ever figure out what "race" I am, it's fun.

2. I come from a long line of broken homes-- I did a family tree...
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Okay, I finally added a few more pics. I'm not very happy with them, I'm not so great at taking pics of myself. Especially when I'm drunk and my face is all shiny.
But whatever, at least everyone can see my Regan autograph from the night I went to the SG burlesque show.
Yeah, I was "let go" by my new job yesterday so I'm...
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Can't freakin wait til Tuesday, Land of the Dead comes out on DVD!!!! Can't freakin wait til my work week's over, either. I never did go out this weekend, my friends are party pooper's. I WILL be going out next weekend, I really need to kick back. This fuckin new job is dominating my life and the majority of my time. I need to keep...
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Nothing of much interest to speak of today........I just vegged. I'm a bum.....
I did happen to pick up a new flick and the latest issue of Bizarre. God, I love that mag!!! It's rare to gross me out, but the movie I bought nearly made me yak . Grant it, I probably shouldn't be eating my dinner whilst I watch a girl be murdered...
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Premonitions..........bad things brewing again for me. I can feel it. I'm terrified that by the end of this week I'll not only be losing my dream job, but the one I love as well.
My boss has blatantly told me I need to step up. Why the fuck am I so scared? Balls man, I need some balls. I believe I get discouraged cause I'm...
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Went to see the SG Burlesque show last night. I haven't had so much fun in a long time. Didn't think it was possible, but the girls are SO much more beautiful in person. They're all so tiny, they look like amazons in their pics.
Got Reagan to sign my cleavage, she is the cutest thing!!!
Anybody know who the new girl is in the...
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I'm in the dumps. My relationship of nearly six years is close to being kaputz. It's really sad. My life has changed so drastically in the past few months.........wish I could say the changes were for the better. I guess the job is. I guess.......
I keep wanting to make these huge strides and end up taking them backwards. I feel so out of touch...
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Today I discovered the wonder that is instant messaging. I'm way behind on my tech knowledge. But IM is really awesome when you're thousands of miles away from the one you love (and lust). Throw in a digital camera and your lack of imagination is all you're missing.
It's really fun to drive someone slowly crazy who wants nothing more than to touch you.
Anyway,...
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I don't know what to write about in my journal. My mind is kinda saturated with thoughts of a loved one who's halfway across the world, and I don't think they're coming back. I feel so boring that I have nothing better to talk about than my relationship.
Met this friendly gay fellow in a bar last night. He was drunk enough to open up...
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OK, laugh if you must. I have absolutely NO skills with my PC. I've tried three different ways to resize this pic and I can't figure out how the fuck to get it right and there's no way for me to just erase my mistake!!!! Any advice is welcome. If you want to see a "normal pic, for now look in my pics. Maybe one...
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