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Everything's just organized chaos in my life as of late. I keep having these crazy-ass panic attacks at work.Iit's starting to make the people I've worked with for the last six years think I've finally lost it. And who's to say I haven't???
I chalk all of this up to stress. My job is, was, and always will be torturous. I'm a pretty good waitress,...
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painunbound:
I hate stress, I know what you're going through I work as a bartender in AC and it just feels like I'm stuck. It's hard to do something so routine over and over again. But it's never too late to change, hang in there things will work out.
pelirojo:
I went to my Panic/Phobia class and immediatley thought I was the most fucked up person there. and that what the psychiatrist had to say was bullshit. However, I did listen well, and for me I have less attacks now because I know they are only going to be temporary, (even if the last a long time, sometimes. frown ) Having your heart muscles contract feel like you miht be having a heart attack and/or you get a good breath of air in you lungs. Basically the psychiatrist explained that we can't go crazy, die, and that actuallty the best way for me to cope with mine are to try and do realaxing deep breaths, kind of a bugddhist/transendental clearing your head which quickly releases all that tightness and agitation we are feeling. If you could explain in more detail the where's and the whens I could hopefully offer some better advice or just my friendly oppinion. blush

11 hour flight, Go for the niccotine patch or the gum, or take some good sedatives, or smoke pot before you go you can sleep almost the whole way. smile wink
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Have you seen my marbles????
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curioustomcat:
One of the best Garfield comic strips ever:
"It is strange. It is monday morning and I feel good!"
"I feel good because I had a wonderful dream tonight."
"My dream was about raspberries, strawberries and blueberries! And I ate them all!"
"Now today my marbel collection is missing!!!" frown


LOL biggrin
bigwobbles:
AW Shucks your WELCOME MAM ... smile blush
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Don't know what to write, lately. My head's all outta whack, that's the only way I can explain what my deal is.

Nothing's wrong, really. A good friend of mine sat down with me today to try and help me sort out my thoughts. I've been having these really extreme moments, lately, when I truly think I've finally lost my last marble. Call it anxiety....
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painunbound:
It's tough you know, now that things are getting better and easier that's when you have time to address these issues, so I guess you just have to go with it. whatever
weapon0:
I know what you mean. I've been dealing with a really bad apathetic streak that I'm just now coming out of. I'm sure you'll get better. smile I haven't had the chance to wrestle geekout with you lately. What do you think about the return of ECW. I missed the PPV last night. I might watch the encore later this week. I haven't decided yet. Stay well hon. smile *hugs*
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painunbound:
Awesome! And the Dwarf goat is really cute, I wonder if my city is zoned for goats?
luci:
awwww!! thank you for the lovely birthday wishes!!! kiss
p.s cute pix!!
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HE'S BAAAAA-AACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin
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weapon0:
That's Great. biggrin Remember, keep a case of Gatorade by the bed. You gotta replenish those Fluids and Electrolytes. wink tongue

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calculon3000:
That's really awesome news. You must be very happy. And, well, I'm happy for you.
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FOUR MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've now dropped 25lbs. and I'm ready for "the big day". I feel amazing, I can't quite explain quite how happy I am that this is finally over!!!! Nine months without Greek boy was Hell, but we both survived and our bond is that much stronger for it.

For those of you who have supported me through my struggle, I thank you...
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vivere_pericolos:
So this is it??
gtwr:
So today is the big day. I hope it goes so well. I look forward to hearing about it, at least the stuff that will pass the censors wink in a few days/weeks when you have some free time kiss
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smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin smile biggrin Anicipation dominates my brain...........................................

TWO MORE MUTHAFUCKIN WEEKS!!!! 14 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
He'll be done with the army tomorrow and he'll be back in my arms on the 17th!!!!!!!!!!!!! I haven't been this happy in a LONG time.

Nuthin else of much interest to say, all I can think about is the 17th of May!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hope everyone else catches some of the happy bug, cause all I...
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weapon0:
That's great, hon. smile
vivere_pericolos:
6 days and counting.... wink
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How far does a girl have to go to untangle her tingle????

Not too much to say lately, sorry kids.

I'm now pret-ty damn close to my goal weight. Lost 20lbs. and I look GOOD, if I do say so myself. 21 days til reunion day, stay tuned for buckets of happiness!!!!

Love, peace, and boys coming home from Greece.
Smooch kiss kiss kiss miao!!
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silentwhisper:
her tingle? hmmmm i need a tingle so bad its not even funny. hopefully you're untangled soon kiss
painunbound:
I'd say about 21 days longer, and things will work themselves out!
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Okay, I have ONE more day til the NJ smoking ban comes into affect. I work as a waitress, 6 days a week, and I put in some hellish hours. HOW am I gonna get through a 10-14 hour shift without a smoke???? Deal with crusty old bitties and screaming babies without a "healthy" dose of nicotine????? It keeps me balanced, it helps me bite...
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eman1hd:
love your name
weapon0:
I suggest nicotine gum. Also, I'm glad your life is going so well. smile
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The torture of my love being so far away for so long has morphed into exquisite anticipation.
I don't think I've ever looked forward to something so much in my life. I've been a busy little bee going about my preparation for the return of the infamous Greek boy.

Everything is planned, down to the last detail. I have some major plans for the week...
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elvgrenink:
Lots of things to enjoy and look forward to. Can't wait til my life gets a little better. smile
gtwr:
Wow, what plans. Greek boy is so lucky having someone as wonderful as you. I'm sure he'll apperciate everything you do and you will have the best weekend ever.

And congratulations on loosing all that weight. I wish I could do that same, but it's hard finding the time to work out. But I need to as I don't want to have to buy lots of new clothes due to the fact that most of my trousers are getting too tight for me blush I'll have to take an example from your book and find the time to work out.