I am ruled by alcohol, nicotine, & my computer chair.
Sporadic moods swings are triggered by my inability to motivate myself for long periods of time. I love too much, I bitch too much.
It's pretty damn scary when you know better, but still can't help yourself.
I confiscated my roomies' Feist CD and listen to it on repeat for hours. ♥
There's nothing wrong with being a creature of habit, but I'm bordering boring with my routine as it stands. Maybe one of these days I'll learn how to bring myself contentment.
Still working on the meds situation. Thank you all for your advice and encouragement. Kinda need it right now.
Sporadic moods swings are triggered by my inability to motivate myself for long periods of time. I love too much, I bitch too much.
It's pretty damn scary when you know better, but still can't help yourself.
I confiscated my roomies' Feist CD and listen to it on repeat for hours. ♥
There's nothing wrong with being a creature of habit, but I'm bordering boring with my routine as it stands. Maybe one of these days I'll learn how to bring myself contentment.
Still working on the meds situation. Thank you all for your advice and encouragement. Kinda need it right now.
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formerviking:
I am the king of self non motivation . Don't do any drugs for it , but have been this way for so long that I doubt they'd help anyway 
I hope you find something that helps you in life . And I agree with some others , sometimes boring is a lot better than drama . Hope to see ya at the SG Philly event on the 15th !
I hope you find something that helps you in life . And I agree with some others , sometimes boring is a lot better than drama . Hope to see ya at the SG Philly event on the 15th ! 
brightredscream:
*hugs*