No ink for me, today. I'm gradually getting sicker by the day, I really feel like ass. I can't really make it much further than bed to couch to 'puter chair. Guess I'll just postpone til next week. 
Greek boy called me in tears, today. He was alone, having his vodka and cranberry, and "Suspicious Minds" came on the radio. This is not only his favorite Elvis tune, but now the lyrics have gained new meaning to him what with all our drama this year.
Within minutes, we were both bawling like babies. He kept apologizing for the past, kept telling me he's shut everybody out because he can't find a connection with anyone quite like ours. It's true, though, he's the only person who I feel understands me, and I am so empty without him. My will to be with him as soon as humanly possible is the only thing keeping me going.
We've just got to keep reminding ourselves that we're almost there, one last hurtle til all the bullshit is behind us.
I've gotta get back in step with my Greek lessons. So far, what I've learned, I've retained, but I've been slacking off with it a bit. And I need to get a passport ASAP, as well.
I keep having these daydreams of how my new life will be. Going to the cafe's, getting sloshed at the taverna, exploring the less frequented rock beaches, trips to the mountains and hot springs. Their lifestyle as a whole is completely different than that of Americans, which is what I think I need in a big way. We're spolied to the point of jadedness, and I'm at a stage in my life where I can no longer tolerate that way of living.
I am easily sidetracked, and need to give myself these "pep talks", now and again. Procrastination and I get along WAY too well, and this will not do. MUST BE A GO-GETTER, MUST WORK TOWARDS GOAL NOW!!!
So, if any of you hear me whine about my soon to come overload of work hours, kick me in the ass! Hard work and a little bit more suffering is the only thing that's gonna get me where I need to be, if only I could keep this mindset 24/7.
This shitwhore of a bug/flu/cold (whatever the fuck it is) is making me feel ill, again. Nap time.
Smooch
Greek boy called me in tears, today. He was alone, having his vodka and cranberry, and "Suspicious Minds" came on the radio. This is not only his favorite Elvis tune, but now the lyrics have gained new meaning to him what with all our drama this year.
Within minutes, we were both bawling like babies. He kept apologizing for the past, kept telling me he's shut everybody out because he can't find a connection with anyone quite like ours. It's true, though, he's the only person who I feel understands me, and I am so empty without him. My will to be with him as soon as humanly possible is the only thing keeping me going.
We've just got to keep reminding ourselves that we're almost there, one last hurtle til all the bullshit is behind us.
I've gotta get back in step with my Greek lessons. So far, what I've learned, I've retained, but I've been slacking off with it a bit. And I need to get a passport ASAP, as well.
I keep having these daydreams of how my new life will be. Going to the cafe's, getting sloshed at the taverna, exploring the less frequented rock beaches, trips to the mountains and hot springs. Their lifestyle as a whole is completely different than that of Americans, which is what I think I need in a big way. We're spolied to the point of jadedness, and I'm at a stage in my life where I can no longer tolerate that way of living.
I am easily sidetracked, and need to give myself these "pep talks", now and again. Procrastination and I get along WAY too well, and this will not do. MUST BE A GO-GETTER, MUST WORK TOWARDS GOAL NOW!!!
So, if any of you hear me whine about my soon to come overload of work hours, kick me in the ass! Hard work and a little bit more suffering is the only thing that's gonna get me where I need to be, if only I could keep this mindset 24/7.
This shitwhore of a bug/flu/cold (whatever the fuck it is) is making me feel ill, again. Nap time.
Smooch
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that is only half the motivation behind the thread.
know any "rock....stars"?
I will be in the office all day monday, and i need to chat with you..
PM me a good time to call