connielingus

He's leaving tomorrow.

I don't know how to feel. He's been such an important part of my life for so long, I will truly miss him. We've both put each other through hell, we've both made each other exceedingly happy.

I'm not going into too much detail, but the tables have been turned on me. Thought my head was fucked before? Think again, have some more!!

Next time, on "As the Greek Leaves", the once jaded young lover suddenly realizes the depth of her love for the man about to go off to a far away land. What will she do? Will he ever forgive her? Will SHE ever forgive him? Will they ever reunite? Tune in next time and find out!!

Yeah, so, I've got this crazy notion of taking my butt to Greece in December. Yes, to chase after him, if you must know. I don't know what happened up yonder in the wonderland of my brain, something snapped. I'm a firm believer in trusting one's own instincts, and I've just got this FEELING. It's impossible to explain.

You might say it appears I revel in the drama of this relationship. Untrue, although it really does look that way. It's just - How do you let go of the only person you've ever loved? When his love for you and the anguish you've put him through are written on his face?

Bear with me, kids, I'm going to be a tad mushy for a minute. Feel free to turn your heads, this could get messy.

Smooch