Sigh.
I only have one (count em) ONE day off this week. That would be tomorrow. I've been waking up early all week long and all I really want to do is sleep in and snuggle (yes, we still snuggle). But I definitely told my mother I would take part in her yard sale tomorrow morning, and I definitely need $$$, and I have a huge pile of crap in my hallway that's begging to be sold for a buck.
Let's weigh this thing out:
On the one hand, I can blissfully sleep the morning away warm and cozy with Dimo, fart around when I get up, spend some time with him. We've seen each other only in passing all this week.
On the other hand, my mom's gonna bitch at me, HE'S gonna bitch at me (we need money, blah, bla ,blah), my little sister will be mildly disappointed, and did I mention I'm moving in a little more than a month and I need cash? Uhh....yeeaah, ummmm....
I keep telling myself I'll just set my alarm and see what mood strikes me when I wake. But I'm pret-ty damn sure I'll roll over and go back to sleep.
God, I just really don't want to motivate myself. Just not tomorrow morning, I've been stressing and working my ass off, I just want to chill. And I'm not in the mood to be fake happy to passers by, I play fake happy and friendly to my customers, that's enough of an acting job, thank you. Not that I'm not a friendly person, I just don't really want to be friendly when I get talked down to taking 50 cents from a blue haired lady buying a shirt I love that no longer fits my wide ass for her grandkid. Yes, I know I'm blabbering on about nothing. And I also know I write the most random run on sentences ever.
I'm not really being negative, I'm bored, tired, and stoned. And I'd like to stay that way til I get myself up for SGSJ's first Diner of the Month event tomorrow night. I want to look like I just rolled outta bed all day long on my day off. Having to wear not only a tie but an all white uniform makes me want to be a slob in my spare time.
So what should I do? Be lazy and look like a wild bohemian, or make a little money and wake up toturously early?
Smooch.
UPDATE: It is now noon and I've just gotten outta bed. Called Moms, she's not mad, gave him some booty, he's not mad. The yard sale so far has made my mother a whopping $30, so I'm not too mad at myself for not going. And all is right with the world.....
I only have one (count em) ONE day off this week. That would be tomorrow. I've been waking up early all week long and all I really want to do is sleep in and snuggle (yes, we still snuggle). But I definitely told my mother I would take part in her yard sale tomorrow morning, and I definitely need $$$, and I have a huge pile of crap in my hallway that's begging to be sold for a buck.
Let's weigh this thing out:
On the one hand, I can blissfully sleep the morning away warm and cozy with Dimo, fart around when I get up, spend some time with him. We've seen each other only in passing all this week.
On the other hand, my mom's gonna bitch at me, HE'S gonna bitch at me (we need money, blah, bla ,blah), my little sister will be mildly disappointed, and did I mention I'm moving in a little more than a month and I need cash? Uhh....yeeaah, ummmm....
I keep telling myself I'll just set my alarm and see what mood strikes me when I wake. But I'm pret-ty damn sure I'll roll over and go back to sleep.
God, I just really don't want to motivate myself. Just not tomorrow morning, I've been stressing and working my ass off, I just want to chill. And I'm not in the mood to be fake happy to passers by, I play fake happy and friendly to my customers, that's enough of an acting job, thank you. Not that I'm not a friendly person, I just don't really want to be friendly when I get talked down to taking 50 cents from a blue haired lady buying a shirt I love that no longer fits my wide ass for her grandkid. Yes, I know I'm blabbering on about nothing. And I also know I write the most random run on sentences ever.
I'm not really being negative, I'm bored, tired, and stoned. And I'd like to stay that way til I get myself up for SGSJ's first Diner of the Month event tomorrow night. I want to look like I just rolled outta bed all day long on my day off. Having to wear not only a tie but an all white uniform makes me want to be a slob in my spare time.
So what should I do? Be lazy and look like a wild bohemian, or make a little money and wake up toturously early?
Smooch.
UPDATE: It is now noon and I've just gotten outta bed. Called Moms, she's not mad, gave him some booty, he's not mad. The yard sale so far has made my mother a whopping $30, so I'm not too mad at myself for not going. And all is right with the world.....
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This sounds like fun... do a lot of people come out?