Happy Smoke Yourself Retarded Day!!!
And what a gorgeous day for it!! Thank god Spring finally decided to come back around, the crummy weather was making me blue.
Things are good. We're starting moving arrangements and helping my aunt get the house ready for us. Can I just say I LOVE LOVE LOVE my new living space? It's like my own little apartment inside the house my fam lives in. I've got a huge beautiful living room with dark hardwood floors, a nice big master bedroom with a tiny room connected to it (I'll make that my computer room), my own full bath, and an extra bedroom for my ginormous media collection. And TONS of storage space, which I need for all of the crap I've accumulated over the years.
The only part of life that's even mediocre is my Greek boy. I feel his sadness, it's overwhelming, and I really don't know what to do about it. I love him so much, I want the time we have left together to be fun and lighthearted. But that doesn't seem like how it will be, his stress level is through the roof. He leaves June 13, thinking about this makes me sad, but at the same time I just want him to go NOW. I really think once he's home with his family and friends that he'll be fine.
I can't let us parting bring me down, I just can't. There's too much going good in my life right now. He sees this as me being "over him", but it's not, I'm just trying to stay positive and I really KNOW in my heart of hearts that we'll be happier apart.
I'm leaving nearly a decade of my life behind for bigger and better things. I wish I could make him understand that. Srsly. My theme song of the moment is "I Gotta Wear Shades".
This may sound a bit cheesy, but my current sexuality confusion led me to start watching The L Word. Can I even begin to tell you how very much I love this show? Netflix can't send me season 1 discs fast enough, I devour four episodes in one sitting. Lotsa hotness going on in that show, as well.
Fantasy celebrity crush o the moment:
Smoke em if ya got em, kids!! Have a great weekend!!!
Smoochies
And what a gorgeous day for it!! Thank god Spring finally decided to come back around, the crummy weather was making me blue.
Things are good. We're starting moving arrangements and helping my aunt get the house ready for us. Can I just say I LOVE LOVE LOVE my new living space? It's like my own little apartment inside the house my fam lives in. I've got a huge beautiful living room with dark hardwood floors, a nice big master bedroom with a tiny room connected to it (I'll make that my computer room), my own full bath, and an extra bedroom for my ginormous media collection. And TONS of storage space, which I need for all of the crap I've accumulated over the years.
The only part of life that's even mediocre is my Greek boy. I feel his sadness, it's overwhelming, and I really don't know what to do about it. I love him so much, I want the time we have left together to be fun and lighthearted. But that doesn't seem like how it will be, his stress level is through the roof. He leaves June 13, thinking about this makes me sad, but at the same time I just want him to go NOW. I really think once he's home with his family and friends that he'll be fine.
I can't let us parting bring me down, I just can't. There's too much going good in my life right now. He sees this as me being "over him", but it's not, I'm just trying to stay positive and I really KNOW in my heart of hearts that we'll be happier apart.
I'm leaving nearly a decade of my life behind for bigger and better things. I wish I could make him understand that. Srsly. My theme song of the moment is "I Gotta Wear Shades".
This may sound a bit cheesy, but my current sexuality confusion led me to start watching The L Word. Can I even begin to tell you how very much I love this show? Netflix can't send me season 1 discs fast enough, I devour four episodes in one sitting. Lotsa hotness going on in that show, as well.
Fantasy celebrity crush o the moment:
Smoke em if ya got em, kids!! Have a great weekend!!!
Smoochies
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Congrats on the new living situation! Sounds like an awesome place, I wish my apartment was that spacious
And I am sorry to hear about the situation with your boy...sounds like you're handling it a lot better than he is, though