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Tuesday Oct 10, 2006

Oct 10, 2006
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Just got the call a few hours ago..........my mother had to make it because my grandmother couldn't bear to hear me cry. I can't even say the word cause it makes me sick to my stomach. Yes, the results of my grandmom's biopsy came back. No, the results aren't good.

Your heart breaking is kinda like falling in love. You think you know how it feels til it really happens to you.

I have to be strong, now, for HER, and I don't know how. I don't know what to say to her when I call and I don't know how I'll react when I see her. I have been fortunate enough to have dealt with very little sickness in my life. My skin's pretty thick when it comes to taking a fall and picking myself back up again, but I just don't know how good my coping skills will be with this. As cliche' as this sounds, I didn't think it would ever happen to me. Stupid, ignorant, spoiled little me.

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sonofapunk:
I'm sorry to hear that. But you gotta be strong. Enjoy the time your loved ones have while you still can. It's one of those things you never really miss until it's gone, so treasure it right now. I hope things get better for you.

Just send out positivity and optimism. You want to feel as happy as possible right now and you want your loved ones to be the same. Life's too short to spend your time anything but happy.

I know it's hard, but you gotta try hun. So take care, and I hope things pick up for you.

Take it easy buddy. Be well.
Oct 14, 2006
terminator_77:
kiss
Oct 15, 2006

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