The fun just doesn't stop for me. So, my girlfriend and her psycho hose beast boyfriend are whatever. If she's gonna be dumb enough to stick around for more, what can I do?? She knows I'm here for her if she needs me, and HE knows if he touches her again I will, as my friend Anthony says, "Ruin yo life, trash". Her life is like a drama-go-round, and I'm gettin off this ride!!!
I DO want to thank everybody for the kind words and advice with this nightmare.
Now for my new nightmare...........
So, my mother calls me last night and starts talkin shady, saying "I don't want you to freak out, just stay calm, everything's fine". I tell her to just spit it out, tear off the band-aid, don't pull slowly. She then proceeds to tell me that my grandmom found a lump in her breast. After going to see her doctor about it, they find that she not only has a mass in her breast, but one in the lymph nodes beneath her underarm. They need to do a biopsy to see whether they are malignant or non, but this is serious.
Cancer runs in my mom-mom's side of the family. Just a few years ago, her brother nearly died of testicular cancer. And she's also been a two pack a day smoker since the age of 13. I'm REALLY scared, kids.
I consider myself lucky to still have both of my grandparents at the age of 27. They were always my fallback in life, anytime I've needed a place to stay or had any hardship to face, they were there. I'm lost without them and I am in no way prepared for either of them to go. They're the only reason I still live in this overcrowded,overly expensive, illegal to do everything state.
So, needless to say I'm a basketcase. I'm clinging to my little thread of hope that it's malignant or caught so early that's it's easily treatable. She goes back to the doc this Thursday for more testing and I'm guessing we'll get some kinda definite news, then.
I am by no means a religious person, but PRAY for me, people.
I DO want to thank everybody for the kind words and advice with this nightmare.
Now for my new nightmare...........
So, my mother calls me last night and starts talkin shady, saying "I don't want you to freak out, just stay calm, everything's fine". I tell her to just spit it out, tear off the band-aid, don't pull slowly. She then proceeds to tell me that my grandmom found a lump in her breast. After going to see her doctor about it, they find that she not only has a mass in her breast, but one in the lymph nodes beneath her underarm. They need to do a biopsy to see whether they are malignant or non, but this is serious.
Cancer runs in my mom-mom's side of the family. Just a few years ago, her brother nearly died of testicular cancer. And she's also been a two pack a day smoker since the age of 13. I'm REALLY scared, kids.
I consider myself lucky to still have both of my grandparents at the age of 27. They were always my fallback in life, anytime I've needed a place to stay or had any hardship to face, they were there. I'm lost without them and I am in no way prepared for either of them to go. They're the only reason I still live in this overcrowded,overly expensive, illegal to do everything state.
So, needless to say I'm a basketcase. I'm clinging to my little thread of hope that it's malignant or caught so early that's it's easily treatable. She goes back to the doc this Thursday for more testing and I'm guessing we'll get some kinda definite news, then.
I am by no means a religious person, but PRAY for me, people.
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It was my first experience and it was involuntary and near overdose.
And I got a lot of respect for you, little buddy. You had your experimenting phase and now you're done. Shows maturity and a sense of self esteem, self respect and integrity and worth. A lot of people never get out of that stage in their lives, and the end up replacing chemical abuse with character or integrity.
"Hey man, how's it going?"
"Pretty good dude. I did 8 grams of mushrooms the other day and today I'm doing a couple big hits of acid with kedamine and ecstacy. It's gonna be so cool! Getting high is the sweetest... Why, what have you been up to?"
"Adventure, sex, music, girls, work, money, art projects, film projects... The usual. You got me beat, buddy!"
Hahaha! Fuckin' tards!
Oh well.
Take care li'l buddy!