Damn. I really need to start appreciating my friends. Left one of my closest friends hanging forever and a day, and now that I finally decided to track him down I find out he's been in jail for two months. Probation vilolation, he moved outta state, the big dummy. I love him dearly, and it kills me that I wasn't there for him. He's looking at two years behind bars, and I know he's just lost, right now. I HAVE to try and write him, just to let him know he's not alone, and that he is truly missed. 
Still doing good with the meds. I've been in a consistently good mood and I'm starting to look at things differently. Positive outlook, I guess you'd say. I'm still a crazy bitch, though, no little blue pill will ever change that.
I keep trying to lay off the bud in order to keep myself semi-stable and semi-productive. Never realized how much I depend on the shit, it's SO hard to say no. I have my good days and my bad days. At least I can honestly say I've "cut back". Next cut back needs to be the ciggies. My boss did the math, and he guestimated that I spend about $6,000 a year on smokes. Jesus!!!! No freaking wonder I have no savings to speak of!!!
Also been trying to keep the ole noodle in good shape. I felt blah for so long, it's time to REALLY start doing what I say I'm gonna do. Like read a damn book for a change. I'm quite proud of myself, I tore through my copy of Poppy Z.'s Exquisite Corpse in a few days. Ahh, graphic gore and graphic sex!!! Next up is Geek Love, which has been sitting on my coffee table since I purchased it about six months ago.
So, I'm anxiously awaiting next Tuesday. I took two whole days off work for my b-day. After working six days for god only knows how long, it'll feel like a vacation!!! Tuesday night, Greek boy is taking me for birthday dinner at Buddakhan in Philly. I've wanted to eat at this place since it opened, I've heard NOTHING but good things about it. Kinda on the pricey side, but screw it, I've had a rough year, I worked hard, and goddamn it I deserve it!!!
Besides, they have a ten foot Budda in the dining room, it'll take my mind off of how much moolah we're blowing on a meal.
So that's my story and I'm sticking to it. Hope all is well with everyone out there in SG land!!!
Smooch
Still doing good with the meds. I've been in a consistently good mood and I'm starting to look at things differently. Positive outlook, I guess you'd say. I'm still a crazy bitch, though, no little blue pill will ever change that.
I keep trying to lay off the bud in order to keep myself semi-stable and semi-productive. Never realized how much I depend on the shit, it's SO hard to say no. I have my good days and my bad days. At least I can honestly say I've "cut back". Next cut back needs to be the ciggies. My boss did the math, and he guestimated that I spend about $6,000 a year on smokes. Jesus!!!! No freaking wonder I have no savings to speak of!!!
Also been trying to keep the ole noodle in good shape. I felt blah for so long, it's time to REALLY start doing what I say I'm gonna do. Like read a damn book for a change. I'm quite proud of myself, I tore through my copy of Poppy Z.'s Exquisite Corpse in a few days. Ahh, graphic gore and graphic sex!!! Next up is Geek Love, which has been sitting on my coffee table since I purchased it about six months ago.
So, I'm anxiously awaiting next Tuesday. I took two whole days off work for my b-day. After working six days for god only knows how long, it'll feel like a vacation!!! Tuesday night, Greek boy is taking me for birthday dinner at Buddakhan in Philly. I've wanted to eat at this place since it opened, I've heard NOTHING but good things about it. Kinda on the pricey side, but screw it, I've had a rough year, I worked hard, and goddamn it I deserve it!!!
Besides, they have a ten foot Budda in the dining room, it'll take my mind off of how much moolah we're blowing on a meal.
So that's my story and I'm sticking to it. Hope all is well with everyone out there in SG land!!!
Smooch
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rroma51402:
happy birthday!! have fun.
weapon0:
Happy Belated Birthday. Yeah, I'm pretty bad at keeping up with all but my closest friends too. I'm glad you're doing good with your meds, I am too. Yeah, I never read either, except for erotic fan fiction on the internet. 
I hope you had a great Birthday.
Yeah, I'm pretty bad at keeping up with all but my closest friends too. I'm glad you're doing good with your meds, I am too. Yeah, I never read either, except for erotic fan fiction on the internet. I hope you had a great Birthday.