connielingus

Okay, I have ONE more day til the NJ smoking ban comes into affect. I work as a waitress, 6 days a week, and I put in some hellish hours. HOW am I gonna get through a 10-14 hour shift without a smoke???? Deal with crusty old bitties and screaming babies without a "healthy" dose of nicotine????? It keeps me balanced, it helps me bite my tongue, it makes it much easier to deal with all the "my soup's not hot" and the "I said no onions!!!" My resturant has some of the toughest clinentele in South Jersey, they are truly torturous!!!
And, of course, my employers have NO sympathy for their many employees who are smokers. We supposedly aren't even going to be allowed to leave the building on our breaks. This is going to be tough. I'll soon be working amongst some VERY cranky women. Civil rights just went out the effin window.

Other than that bullshit, things are still peachy. I've now lost 16 lbs. and I feel amazing!!! I have more energy, my clothes are literally FALLING off me, my skin looks clear and bright. Wait til Greek boy sees me, he's gonna faint!!
The $$$ situation is starting to ease up, too, which is a HUGE load off my shoulders. This is my last month of struggling to pay the rent on my own (it's alot to handle) and it's going much more smoothly then it was the last few months. Got my income taxes back, YAY!!! Big money, no whammies!!!

Nothing else of much importance happening. I'm focused on my goal, I'm anxiously awaiting my baby's return, and I'm preparing to be ravishing and ravished!!! May 17th is right around the corner, 33 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Smell ya later, kids!! ♥ ♥ ♥

Smooch