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boring, boring, boring. that about sums up whats going on for me right now. my grandpa is being a dick about stupid stuff. he wants me and my roommate over to his house to get him food or whatever else as soon as he calls. so we cant go out and do alot of stuff during the day just because we dont know when he will call. but then when we dont do anything he complains that we're lazy. im so tired of his peticular brand od BS. i got a boondock saints hoody which im fairly happy about since ive needed a new hoody for awhile. finished reading shooter. i liked it even though it was on the general side of writing. going to start jarhead next since im feinding for that to come out to dvd.
i still dont know whether to join the army or marines. i think i could handle the stress and the like. but i just dont think id survive if i ended up going off to iraq. Id feel better about it if id at least had one girlfriend in my lifetime.(come on now you knew that was coming its valentines day. )
i wish i could get ahold of my friend that just joined the army last year so i could talk to him about all that stuff.
almost got another tattoo but the one i thought i wanted to get wouldnt have looked as good as i thought. anyone know a good way to decide on a half sleeve tattoo?
nite.
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now that ive surfed about the site some, ive come to realize that im in a good mood despite the day and my lack of love. that either means im made of some tough stuff or that i actually have given up. hmm something to think about.