conclusion

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. I have been recently freed from a prison. I can now unfold my wings lean back and feel the sun on my face for the first time in 3 years. Its always been there. I just couldn't feel it. It was my fault it took so long. The door was right there. No longer will my friend remind me that I'm half the man I used to be. Its going to be a long road but its time to rebuild myself. Stronger and faster that before. Jason told me yesterday that before the relationship I was on top of the world and that when I fell I fell hard. When you fall off of your mountain of beliefs its going take you some time to get back up. I now protect my personality like a inmate holds his food. Next time I go to Canada I'm going to stop my truck and climb up on the deck. Looking at the country side and lake Huron I'm going to scream a shout and make the water ripple. Its good to be free. Its good to be me. never again will I forget how the door works.