The last time I saw her she was stone and had just finished passing the bong around for 30 minutes with her best friend and a few members of Venice highs swim team. Afterward she started to tear and again she stated she wasnt sure if she could wait, or if she could possibly start again. 3 weeks earlier the day before my 23rd birth day she blamed me for our relational failures. Her analyst had called me a sub conscious manipulator, and her family agreed and passively remark that I was the bane of her pressures and should be forgotten, alcohol THC and new York city where the prescribed medicine against I. Well fuck, the last time I saw her
I held back tears like every self respecting man, grit and bear. She almost told me how she felt, but teared and confused not sure about the right and wrong, not sure on the life she was passing up by staying with I, not sure of what she wanted anymore, it was time for easy not decisions. So I sat back and read between 3 years of fine lines.
In three weeks I will be in new York the second time since I saw her the first I was only 4 blocks from her house, I needed gas before I got on the Tappan zee and I didnt want to stop in northern jersey. This time I could see her on my way back, say good by before she departs for Jiapor
But the lies return and I dont know if it would be worth it so no punctuation and subject change/Im reading old man and the sea I feel his loneliness and his struggle but the old man had a reason and found a purpose and to him it wasnt empty to the old man
I hid behind football and her for 4 years their ids much fear with out purpose with out goals I feel of ill importance and empty theirs is always labor in Boston
Fuck man where did all these bats come from
I lost my home I lost my home so I need to purchase more cds and running shoes some day I will be the first in my family to run in the Boston marathon the start is near where I grew up just down the road from Hopkinton state park where he immigrant s go for beaches
My father was the first is his family to go the college that was in 1968
I fall for radio songs when I spend to much time in the borough loose my touch my edge this is the time to get back on skates Katie Davis said she would go skating with me two years ago on my birthday I forgot and now she lives in Seattle didnt want to talk about her any more but
I wish she would feel the way I feel my pain instead of I, at least Im fucking trying Ian would say
Deprecate \`dep-ri-,kt\ vb ated, -ating; 1: to express disproval of 2: to represent as of little value
Sitting: Husker D Zen Arcade
The cure love song: single
Eve 6 its all in your head
I held back tears like every self respecting man, grit and bear. She almost told me how she felt, but teared and confused not sure about the right and wrong, not sure on the life she was passing up by staying with I, not sure of what she wanted anymore, it was time for easy not decisions. So I sat back and read between 3 years of fine lines.
In three weeks I will be in new York the second time since I saw her the first I was only 4 blocks from her house, I needed gas before I got on the Tappan zee and I didnt want to stop in northern jersey. This time I could see her on my way back, say good by before she departs for Jiapor
But the lies return and I dont know if it would be worth it so no punctuation and subject change/Im reading old man and the sea I feel his loneliness and his struggle but the old man had a reason and found a purpose and to him it wasnt empty to the old man
I hid behind football and her for 4 years their ids much fear with out purpose with out goals I feel of ill importance and empty theirs is always labor in Boston
Fuck man where did all these bats come from
I lost my home I lost my home so I need to purchase more cds and running shoes some day I will be the first in my family to run in the Boston marathon the start is near where I grew up just down the road from Hopkinton state park where he immigrant s go for beaches
My father was the first is his family to go the college that was in 1968
I fall for radio songs when I spend to much time in the borough loose my touch my edge this is the time to get back on skates Katie Davis said she would go skating with me two years ago on my birthday I forgot and now she lives in Seattle didnt want to talk about her any more but
I wish she would feel the way I feel my pain instead of I, at least Im fucking trying Ian would say
Deprecate \`dep-ri-,kt\ vb ated, -ating; 1: to express disproval of 2: to represent as of little value
Sitting: Husker D Zen Arcade
The cure love song: single
Eve 6 its all in your head