Well I am very excited because i have, as the nurse put it, "something like infectuous mononucleosis." isn't that awesome? for all i know, i could be stuck in the house for 2 months. but the retired nurse where my mom works says if i take vitamin c, rest a lot and get a lot of water and healthy food (healthy food? eh..) then i should be ok and never get it again.

apparently, every time i've been sick for the past 7 months has probably been related to this. but since when i'm sick i don't usually take care of myself, because i get cabin fever and go out and party first chance i get, i never fully recover. so this time i have to be really careful to do everything right so i beat this thing and never get it again.

my friends had a knock down dragout last night and broke up. then amy wandered around aloha drunk and alex followed them and tried to get in their car.. i dunno. everyone thought this was the last time they "play break-up" but the next morning, my sister comes in and says "they're back together." what are we in middle school? they fight constantly. they're both underage alcoholics. one uses meth(or possibly coke is what i'm hearing now), the other smokes pot til he passes out twice a day. they can't talk for five minutes without it turning into a fight. then they go off into their room and "talk" then you hear all the sex moans, and then they come out... then five minutes or less later they're at eachother's throats again. i'm not exadurating at all. every guy amy has ever dated has turned gay or been into the psych ward or both. it's only a matter of time for alex i think. he already acts pretty friendly with his roommate and my boyfriend. so who knows? amy is like.. the psycho bitch from hell IN THE FLESH. she's still my friend and i'll never date her so i don't worry about myself. but one of these days someone is going to get physically hurt...

oh yeah, also this time kelly wrote up a contract for amy to sign, saying she'll break up with him for good if things ever get like they were the other night. first of all, love and lust are bound by no laws. second, does anyone really believe that this is the last time that will happen? i sure as fuck ain't that dense... god i'm so tired of this. gabe and i have been together (a total of) about 2 years. we've never even considered getting into a physical fight. we don't really fight anyway. we don't yell at eachother or bitch unless we have a very good reason. we don't call eachother horrible names and break up every ten minutes. and they honestly believe they have a perfectly normal relationship. they don't think anything's wrong at all. WHAT THE FUCK i wanna kill some people!