Well garsh. I got pissed at Gabe the other day for not showing up and not calling me. I waited for like 3 1/2 hours, til after midnight, then suddenly he comes online and acts like there's nothing wrong with ditching me like that. Oh well we fought about it for two days til I felt I had made my point. The thing that makes me so mad about it is mostly that he doesn't think he did anything wrong at all, and thinks I'm just blowing up about nothing.

Oh yeah my psycho ex boyfriend has his new girlfriend brainwashed. It's kind of funny, but I find myself worrying about her. That's weird cause Paige and I have never been big fans of eachother. She's my boyfriend's ex, you see. So we all kind of switched over. Anyways whatever. She'll learn one day, or she'll wind up dead or something. Or maybe Adam changed, though I highly doubt it. Whoever thought those two would find eachother and be happy together? Especially right after Adam and I broke up haha. Gabe and I originally started dating just a couple months after he and Paige had broken up too. What a strange world.

Anyways I guess I'm going to go call Gabe and if he ain't home, I'm taking a shower and shaving!! Cause my legs are itchy and prickly. I think I'm getting compulsive cause it's like I can never feel completely clean anymore, no matter how long and scrubby a shower is. Gosh i don't know. I'm sure it has something to do with the fact that in 8th grade I showered twice a month at best, never washed my clothes, and never took off my stinky hoodie even in 100 degree weather.