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Well now my parents seem to have gone back to the way they were before. They haven't talked about divorce, but they still seem unhappy. My dad seemed to have an epiphany last week. I thought he'd get better. But he's his old self already. It's a shame. The more I thought of it, the more I wanted to leave. But I suppose this is for the best.

Today was so lame. I hardly got out of bed. I'm not even dressed... of course, part of that has to do with the fact that every piece of clothing I wear is in the laundry right now hehe. Still, it was such a lazy day. I couldn't get a hold of any of my friends except Gabe, but he's gotta work tomorrow morning. I wanted to hang out at my house while my parents were at their bowling thing. Oh well.

Tomorrow I'm off to Oregon City to see my beloved Gabriel, hehe. We're going to have just a small New Year's get-together at his house. It should be nice. I'm looking forward to it. Plus I have nearly two whole packs of cigarettes right now so I'm happy.

PS i bought the cutest little cherry red suitcase at Goodwill for $3, as well as a pair of really used rollerkates. I need something that will get me some exercise. Nikki and I will soon be champion roller derby girls, so watch out Luccia (red head bitch of oregon city)!