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Man I just watched Romeo and Juliet again... the one with Leonardo DiCaprio (I like the other one too but this one appeals so much more to me). Every time I watch it I want to go where it was filmed... Mexico City. Everyone I know who has been to Mexico says it's mainly a shithole. People steal the seats off of toilets in public bathrooms. But I'm getting to where that sounds so inviting. I could go for a couple tropical storms, a nice beach to waste away on... I want to go somewhere tropical but not fancy... I just don't think I belong in the rain anymore.

Well, anyway Gabe went home this afternoon and I miss him already. But he had to go to Guitar Center and fill out some paperwork so he can start his job this weekend. I'm glad he's getting a job but we won't be able to hang out on the weekends anymore... unless I spend the night at Jordan's and wait til he gets home after 9:00 at night, after working for 12 hours. Some day we'll pack up and leave and never come back though... things will be different.

I'm bored now. I suppose I'll go sit in the shower in hopes of relieving this constant throb in the back of my head. One day I will go to the doctor and find out for certain that I am going to die. Until that day, I'll just endure it like the coward I am...