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so, i talked to "twelvis" on aim. he's a super cool kid. we've got a lot in common and talked about the golden girls. hot shit i'm tellin' ya.

what else..oh yeah. my sweet little baby is leaving me tomorrow. i'll miss him so much. i'll only be able to see him on the weekends but i have to go to school this summer so...
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twelvis:
thanks boss! sorry yr rated 56 outta 60 on that hot teen webcam thing. you gotta show some bust and...nah, that tatoo is ace. yr pretty rad yourself. shine on!
a35mmlife:
LOL.
*gag*
oops. it means something different now.
I am sure you are making a good decision...however difficult it may be...
*still gagging*
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fucking fuck. ya know?
i want to leave this place. leave all my fucking responsibilities and just go somewhere.
with one person. just one person. i don't know who...but just someone cool. someone who'll sing old songs from the 80s and 90s with me. someone who'll remember old toys from my childhood with me. someone who'll like to travel and eat in dinners and sleep...
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residue:
you gotta be kidding ...

almost every guy/girl would go along with ya ...
you have just discribed my ultimated runtaway dream ...

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STOP TRYING TO TAKE CARE OF ME LIKE YOU'RE MY GOD DAMN MOTHER OR FATHER. YOU'RE NEITHER. YOU'RE FUCKING YOUNGER THAN ME. I'M SO SICK OF THE BULLSHIT! GAAAAAHHH.
i'm a big girl. i can take care of myself. i don't need someone to tell me how to do everything. i don't need you to tie my motherfucking shoes.
damn it!

i'm sorry. just had...
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have you ever told someone so much about you..that even if they became this using, manipulative, piece of shit person..you couldn't stand to lose them as a friend? and not because they could tell everyone what they know. all your dirty secrets. all you stupid dreams and goals. all your bad thoughts about your other friends. but beause you don't want to have to invest...
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residue:
oh yes ... here i am again ... tanx for submitting at my journal
stressed out and nervous huh?
just meant that sometimes its easier to tell things to someone 'virtual' you never want to tell anyone else -besides that one good friend, but he/she isnt around anymore ....- so, if the connexion fall apart ... there's noone to hurt ... (kind of shallow, but works for me -sometimes-)

cya
saturn1:
yup, and i don't know what you do about it other than trying again. if you find any shortcuts, let me know? it's goot your birthday turned out ok smile
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i try to read his diary entries and not care about what he says. but i do care and i care a lot. i care that he doesn't write about me anymore. i never even wanted anything with him but i care that he doesn't want me now. that makes me a sick and selfish individual.
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complainey:
no. i'm not talking about you. how cute you thought i was. so sweet to be concerned.
that joke was funny.
i'm not upset anymore. i realized i'm being retarded and i need to just let little things like this go and not think about every little thing someone does like i'm holden motherfucking caulfield or some shit.
zerolives:
I fear the number of people i've met in waferchats who've joined here.
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i made my first piece of art in a long time last nite.
it turned out like ASS!
i hate it. the bad thing is...
it's not for me..it's for a friend. a really good friend.
i wish it would have turned out better for him.
i'll work on it.
greeneyetheory:
van gogh thought his art was ass...
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lately i've developed a dirty little habit. maybe it's not so dirty. maybe it just creeps me out.
i've been watching people sleep.
first it started with kristi. this girl i used to be in love with. (i'm moving in with her soon). she doesn't know i watched her. but she just looked so peaceful and calm. plus she's so beautiful, i couldn't help myself....
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marla:
I think you are overreacting. Watching a person sleep is a very special thing. You get to see a person in peace. No talking, dramas, faking, trying to look good, or whatever goes on in waking life. Just sleeping and being. Watching the rhythm of a sleeping person can also have a very hypnotic-like calming effect, just like when you concentrate on your own breathing. The world just slows down for that bit.
go_lately:
you should come watch me sleep. i don't snore, and sometimes if i'm lucky my cat sleeps with me and you get to see not one but 2 sleeping pussies!
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for my birthday i got:
a really cool ring
catcher in the rye
bright eyes first ep
and 6 orgasms.
my birthday ruled.
that's all.
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the ear is fixed.(see previous entry) was drained. my birthday is going slightly better but my dad ate my lunch. what an asshole. i'm listening to mazzy star now.
can i get a happy birthday folks?
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complainey:
thank you guys! my dad is looking better. i have solid plans for tonite and it might g well. inez i hope your day starts getting better. (hug)
inseptiv:
hap-hap-happy birthdaaaaay!