my head is all fucked up and i can't think complete thoughts anymore.
and i hate how you become so close to someone that you cant tell where you end and they begin and they know it and take advantage of that and break your heart. i just want to love someone enough to get by but not enough to cry.
and i hate how you become so close to someone that you cant tell where you end and they begin and they know it and take advantage of that and break your heart. i just want to love someone enough to get by but not enough to cry.
My last girlfriend was a woman who I liked, respected, and cared deeply for, but she was never the center of my life. It's awful to be in a spot where you simply don't have the time to put someone there. I didn't cry when we broke things off, she was so totally ancillary to my life that I just swallowed, gritted my teeth and moved on.
I want to be in the sort of relationship that tears me apart if it has to end. I wish my lifestyle permitted such a thing right now. Healthy mourning for a beautiful but flawed love affair is such a wonderful thing, I've learned so much about myself when doing so.
I'm sorry someone hurt you. It's possible they didn't mean to. It's possible they didn't know any better.