why was i so surprised
when i opened my eyes to see
summer for you and me
wasn't going to be
i thought you were what i needed
to break out of how i was feelin'
but i've never been so wrong
you are beautiful
your eyes are hidden behind a wall
your face doesn't need to be told
you've heard from so many men...
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when i opened my eyes to see
summer for you and me
wasn't going to be
i thought you were what i needed
to break out of how i was feelin'
but i've never been so wrong
you are beautiful
your eyes are hidden behind a wall
your face doesn't need to be told
you've heard from so many men...
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toreena:
update for toreena:
yes, he makes me happy. he makes me extremely fucking happy.
he told me yesterday,
"you're pretty"
i said, "so are you" he said "yeah, but you're like 'hi i'm lainey i'm pretty. i'm like 'hi i'm dave i've been up for 3 hours i've showered, dressed, done my hair, etc and now i kinda look ok"
he's...good. i miss him.
yes, he makes me happy. he makes me extremely fucking happy.
he told me yesterday,
"you're pretty"
i said, "so are you" he said "yeah, but you're like 'hi i'm lainey i'm pretty. i'm like 'hi i'm dave i've been up for 3 hours i've showered, dressed, done my hair, etc and now i kinda look ok"
he's...good. i miss him.
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victoria:
Bright eyes is better than fantastic
darkskyy1:
people who like the way you look are good
i posted this yesterday but yeah. re: my previous journal entry. i did fuck him senseless
AND IT WAS GOOOOOOOD
and i've been doing it a lot in the last two days. and it FUCKING RULES.
he has learned a thing or two since the last time we hooked up. so that's hot.
weeeee!
AND IT WAS GOOOOOOOD
and i've been doing it a lot in the last two days. and it FUCKING RULES.
he has learned a thing or two since the last time we hooked up. so that's hot.
weeeee!
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wendy1:
I am a waitress. Your post in the "tipping" thread was the. best. post. ever.
earplug6947:
: thumbs up :
i can do this. i can hang out with him and not fuck him senseless. i really can. i believe in myself.
hey remember those old crystal light commercials? "i believe in crystal light cos i believe in me!"
heh.
yup...here we go.
hey remember those old crystal light commercials? "i believe in crystal light cos i believe in me!"
heh.
yup...here we go.
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lkjooy:
hi
what's the name of the graphic design school in GR? it's driving me crazy that i can't remember it.
if you move away, you will miss meijer's, at least i do
what's the name of the graphic design school in GR? it's driving me crazy that i can't remember it.
if you move away, you will miss meijer's, at least i do
ghpunkguy:
The GR school is Kendall, I believe... Rock on
yesterday i had the flu. today i'm still kinda sick. i ate at denny's that might be why. my guest has left. tomorrow i go to see dave. i don't know how this will all turn out. i hope not as bad as the last time. he assures me he has changed. we'll see.
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hellkitten:
i'm going through a cold too. *achoo* at least it's christmas holidays and we don't have to work! you have great hair, by the way. ,o)
giga_geo:
feel better... i am sending you "get-well" vibes.
i wrapped all the presents i bought tonite. i wore my santa hat the whole time.
that's all there is to report for now. expect much drama on the 28th or so. MUCH drama.
merry christmas everyone.
that's all there is to report for now. expect much drama on the 28th or so. MUCH drama.
merry christmas everyone.
ghpunkguy:
Merry Christmas 
everything is copacetic. nothing much to report. my brother is doing better. thanks for the well wishes everyone.
xo,
layknee
xo,
layknee
darkskyy1:
good to hear your bro is doing better, merry christmas
love,
darkskyy1
love,
darkskyy1
my brother got robbed downtown last nite. the guy tried to shoot him twice but couldn't. we found out later why. part of his gun fell out. it was in his truck. along with a boot print on one of his school books. the guy also told my brother " a white punk like you sent me to jail for selling drugs when i was...
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jjay:
OMG....that is terrible. I'm sorry it's been such a shitty day if that means anything to you. 
Yes, Out of This World!! I think you, my sister, and me are the only ones that remember. But honestly how can anyone forget the freezing time trick! That is so freaking cool! You could do anything you wanted.
*explain profile pick, PUH-LEAZ!
Yes, Out of This World!! I think you, my sister, and me are the only ones that remember. But honestly how can anyone forget the freezing time trick! That is so freaking cool! You could do anything you wanted.
*explain profile pick, PUH-LEAZ!
jjay:
yes! that shirt does rule the school!
i need to get some new undies. some cute see thru kind. i don't have anyone to wear them for tho.
also, i want:
a guitar
a 4-track recorder
operation (the game)
new webcam
new digicam
i hope somebody gets me something on that list for xmas. i doubt it tho, everyone in my family is pretty much broke this xmas. the day after xmas...
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also, i want:
a guitar
a 4-track recorder
operation (the game)
new webcam
new digicam
i hope somebody gets me something on that list for xmas. i doubt it tho, everyone in my family is pretty much broke this xmas. the day after xmas...
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darkskyy1:
why its Beck of course!
darkskyy1:
the strings were arranged by his father with whom he had long since spoken to
T.A.T.U. is interesting, being that I am a college radio music director, I have to listen to so much shit, tatu is weird because it either really annoys me or I love it, plus they are hot and they do a great cover of "How Soon Is Now?"
T.A.T.U. is interesting, being that I am a college radio music director, I have to listen to so much shit, tatu is weird because it either really annoys me or I love it, plus they are hot and they do a great cover of "How Soon Is Now?"
gravitate towards a taste. and be happy, knowing you've made a good decision...for once in your life.
the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth..so help me dog.
i'm totally fucking happy and sweaty. life is good and i like it.
i'm totally fucking happy and sweaty. life is good and i like it.
my head is all fucked up and i can't think complete thoughts anymore.
and i hate how you become so close to someone that you cant tell where you end and they begin and they know it and take advantage of that and break your heart. i just want to love someone enough to get by but not enough to cry.
and i hate how you become so close to someone that you cant tell where you end and they begin and they know it and take advantage of that and break your heart. i just want to love someone enough to get by but not enough to cry.
vitriol1:
Enough to get by? That kind of love is pointless, I've been there recently. I miss the sort of tears you're describing, it has been years since I've experienced them myself.
vitriol1:
Well, not two totally different worlds I'm sure. I've even lived in downtown Grand Rapids over a summer several years back.
My last girlfriend was a woman who I liked, respected, and cared deeply for, but she was never the center of my life. It's awful to be in a spot where you simply don't have the time to put someone there. I didn't cry when we broke things off, she was so totally ancillary to my life that I just swallowed, gritted my teeth and moved on.
I want to be in the sort of relationship that tears me apart if it has to end. I wish my lifestyle permitted such a thing right now. Healthy mourning for a beautiful but flawed love affair is such a wonderful thing, I've learned so much about myself when doing so.
I'm sorry someone hurt you. It's possible they didn't mean to. It's possible they didn't know any better.
My last girlfriend was a woman who I liked, respected, and cared deeply for, but she was never the center of my life. It's awful to be in a spot where you simply don't have the time to put someone there. I didn't cry when we broke things off, she was so totally ancillary to my life that I just swallowed, gritted my teeth and moved on.
I want to be in the sort of relationship that tears me apart if it has to end. I wish my lifestyle permitted such a thing right now. Healthy mourning for a beautiful but flawed love affair is such a wonderful thing, I've learned so much about myself when doing so.
I'm sorry someone hurt you. It's possible they didn't mean to. It's possible they didn't know any better.