everything in my life is all sorts of fucked up right now.
the girl i'm supposed to become roommates with in less than a month has vanished. i can't get ahold of her at all. i really hope she's ok.
i'm worried about school. getting my books. having to pay my admission fee twice. having to get plates and insurance on my car and being...
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the girl i'm supposed to become roommates with in less than a month has vanished. i can't get ahold of her at all. i really hope she's ok.
i'm worried about school. getting my books. having to pay my admission fee twice. having to get plates and insurance on my car and being...
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eris:
it's alright. that kind of stuff always works out. just relax. i worked third shift at kinko's for a year or so. it can be rough. but eventually i would just blast the 80s station on the muzak and dance around tormenting the busy customers....
complainey:
i tried being crazy and silly last nite and it just pissed everyone off. :/
i had this dream last nite. i was in this parade and everything was colored yellow and white... like people's outfits and the confetti and whatever..and i was wearing this tiara..like a pageant queen or something and i was waving like one..only i was walking and not on a float or anything and it turns out it was a parade to celebrate lemons and i'm...
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saturn1:
man i dream every effin night and they're really graphic and sometimes bad sometimes good but i'm sure about that unresolved thing being true. cept your subconcious has no desire for it to make sense. i always wish i could get to that level where i could undertand dreams like because it seems like it's the closest thing to truth on some level cept pur concious masks it. anyways, i been eating lemons all week and my teeth hurt now and i am wearing a tiara if i ever get married since that's the only time i can wear one, although i am cintemplating just wearing one for the hell of it. maybe that's got something to do with it?!
complainey:
well, there we go. it all makes sense now. i want to be you and get married. finally the mystery has been solved! thanks inez! 
i'm listening to jeff buckley cos someone told me it was good.
fucking liars.
i wish someone would just go bowling with me.
really, what do people have against bowling? what'd it ever do to you?
the shoes are cool. throwing heavy balls down an alley to knock shit down..also cool.
seriously, what's the fucking problem?
even my friend who's motto is "fuck it dude,...
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fucking liars.
i wish someone would just go bowling with me.
really, what do people have against bowling? what'd it ever do to you?
the shoes are cool. throwing heavy balls down an alley to knock shit down..also cool.
seriously, what's the fucking problem?
even my friend who's motto is "fuck it dude,...
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tryptamine_____:
heh. i'd go bowling with ya, if you weren't in michigan. 
bob was right. today was surreal. totally.
i bought a porno mag featuring the teen pop star tiffany at a garage sale. as well as a bunch of albums for only a buck each. most are one hit wonders. bob totally scored the best album tho. apollo 18 by they might be giants. lucky fucker.
also, the guy running the garage sale had no voice...
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i bought a porno mag featuring the teen pop star tiffany at a garage sale. as well as a bunch of albums for only a buck each. most are one hit wonders. bob totally scored the best album tho. apollo 18 by they might be giants. lucky fucker.
also, the guy running the garage sale had no voice...
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tatum:
So Liz Phair huh? Wow she's cute, that's definitely a good compliment and one I've never gotten before mind you. It's usually the resemblence to Gwen Stefani and sometimes Marilyn since I have the whole mole thing going for me although you can't see it in that pic 
Thank you for that hun You're quite the cutie yourself!
Thank you for that hun
You're quite the cutie yourself!i swear i was born in love.
i can't think of a single time in my life where i wasn't "in love" with someone. that is kinda pathetic actually. love makes you stupid. love makes you sick. love makes you a fool. and for what? a heart full of hurt and no kisses to show for your endevors.
i can't think of a single time in my life where i wasn't "in love" with someone. that is kinda pathetic actually. love makes you stupid. love makes you sick. love makes you a fool. and for what? a heart full of hurt and no kisses to show for your endevors.
twelvis:
love is over-rated. and mean. learning emotional independence is way better and more healthy..but not easy. damnit.
all i want are clean sheets and you.
is that so much to ask?
is that so much to ask?
circuitry:
No.
so, i talked to "twelvis" on aim. he's a super cool kid. we've got a lot in common and talked about the golden girls. hot shit i'm tellin' ya.
what else..oh yeah. my sweet little baby is leaving me tomorrow. i'll miss him so much. i'll only be able to see him on the weekends but i have to go to school this summer so...
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what else..oh yeah. my sweet little baby is leaving me tomorrow. i'll miss him so much. i'll only be able to see him on the weekends but i have to go to school this summer so...
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twelvis:
thanks boss! sorry yr rated 56 outta 60 on that hot teen webcam thing. you gotta show some bust and...nah, that tatoo is ace. yr pretty rad yourself. shine on!
a35mmlife:
LOL.
*gag*
oops. it means something different now.
I am sure you are making a good decision...however difficult it may be...
*still gagging*
*gag*
oops. it means something different now.
I am sure you are making a good decision...however difficult it may be...
*still gagging*
fucking fuck. ya know?
i want to leave this place. leave all my fucking responsibilities and just go somewhere.
with one person. just one person. i don't know who...but just someone cool. someone who'll sing old songs from the 80s and 90s with me. someone who'll remember old toys from my childhood with me. someone who'll like to travel and eat in dinners and sleep...
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i want to leave this place. leave all my fucking responsibilities and just go somewhere.
with one person. just one person. i don't know who...but just someone cool. someone who'll sing old songs from the 80s and 90s with me. someone who'll remember old toys from my childhood with me. someone who'll like to travel and eat in dinners and sleep...
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residue:
you gotta be kidding ...
almost every guy/girl would go along with ya ...
you have just discribed my ultimated runtaway dream ...
almost every guy/girl would go along with ya ...
you have just discribed my ultimated runtaway dream ...
STOP TRYING TO TAKE CARE OF ME LIKE YOU'RE MY GOD DAMN MOTHER OR FATHER. YOU'RE NEITHER. YOU'RE FUCKING YOUNGER THAN ME. I'M SO SICK OF THE BULLSHIT! GAAAAAHHH.
i'm a big girl. i can take care of myself. i don't need someone to tell me how to do everything. i don't need you to tie my motherfucking shoes.
damn it!
i'm sorry. just had...
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i'm a big girl. i can take care of myself. i don't need someone to tell me how to do everything. i don't need you to tie my motherfucking shoes.
damn it!
i'm sorry. just had...
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have you ever told someone so much about you..that even if they became this using, manipulative, piece of shit person..you couldn't stand to lose them as a friend? and not because they could tell everyone what they know. all your dirty secrets. all you stupid dreams and goals. all your bad thoughts about your other friends. but beause you don't want to have to invest...
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residue:
oh yes ... here i am again ... tanx for submitting at my journal
stressed out and nervous huh?
just meant that sometimes its easier to tell things to someone 'virtual' you never want to tell anyone else -besides that one good friend, but he/she isnt around anymore ....- so, if the connexion fall apart ... there's noone to hurt ... (kind of shallow, but works for me -sometimes-)
cya
stressed out and nervous huh?
just meant that sometimes its easier to tell things to someone 'virtual' you never want to tell anyone else -besides that one good friend, but he/she isnt around anymore ....- so, if the connexion fall apart ... there's noone to hurt ... (kind of shallow, but works for me -sometimes-)
cya
saturn1:
yup, and i don't know what you do about it other than trying again. if you find any shortcuts, let me know? it's goot your birthday turned out ok
i try to read his diary entries and not care about what he says. but i do care and i care a lot. i care that he doesn't write about me anymore. i never even wanted anything with him but i care that he doesn't want me now. that makes me a sick and selfish individual.
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complainey:
no. i'm not talking about you. how cute you thought i was. so sweet to be concerned.
that joke was funny.
i'm not upset anymore. i realized i'm being retarded and i need to just let little things like this go and not think about every little thing someone does like i'm holden motherfucking caulfield or some shit.
that joke was funny.
i'm not upset anymore. i realized i'm being retarded and i need to just let little things like this go and not think about every little thing someone does like i'm holden motherfucking caulfield or some shit.
zerolives:
I fear the number of people i've met in waferchats who've joined here.
i made my first piece of art in a long time last nite.
it turned out like ASS!
i hate it. the bad thing is...
it's not for me..it's for a friend. a really good friend.
i wish it would have turned out better for him.
i'll work on it.
it turned out like ASS!
i hate it. the bad thing is...
it's not for me..it's for a friend. a really good friend.
i wish it would have turned out better for him.
i'll work on it.
greeneyetheory:
van gogh thought his art was ass...