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Ok...I did something crazy last night....

I wasnt going to go out but...I figured what the hell I might as well...so I went to Devil's Point. When I got there...it was different then usual...only two SG's dancing..they needed someone else...
I cannot believe I did it but I did...I friggin' danced in my stalkers up in front of people.....

I'm kind of in a very self conscience mood now...I'm so weird about my body because of what I went through when I was younger...I know I've come far from that but..it's still there. It's like ..me getting nekkid in front of people I dont know...it's like they can read me and know my story...

Most of you do not know that story..and it's definitely one of those sit down for coffee and make sure there's tissues kind of storys...

I'm really actually proud of myself...I proved a lot last night...and not in any way to boost my non-existing ego..

Thanks to the loverly ladys...who cheered my lack-of-a-dancing-talent ass on last night...you ladys deserved those tips more then I did..

ohhh...and I fell asleep at work today...somewhere quite embarrassingly regretable....

....in other news...
My fat lip...






and Amanda do i look pouty enough? hehehehe