committed

Well good news is...I get out of the hospital in a couple days...and I prolly wont need the second machine surgery...but I'm still in lots of pain...and I'll be on pain killers and loads of pills for at least the next year or two...as for now it's all about gaining back the use of my left arm and leg with intense outpatient physical therapy for the next month and from what the docs are saying I should be able to resume most of my "normal" activities except driving and shit concidering the drugs...and looks as if I qualify from full SSI benefits...but that means I dont have to work...and personally I hate being somewhat dependnt...especially if it's on the government...Fuck the government! But then there's the $$...hahaha
For those going to the great playa in the sky...I envy you and hope you have a great time this year...
Miss you all!!
Thanks for all the comments ...

Love Libby

ps~I really wish I could "fuck the pain away"....