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I had the most intense day yesterday...
I was at my mum's work, and there in Jackson Hole, Shaman are aloud to 'smudge' and perform extractions at the hospital according to patients desires/beliefs/needs...
Well, I went outside and saw this woman 'smudging' and I could also smell the sage burning. It was beautiful how she was just completely consumed by what she was doing. So, I just stood there, watching...after what seemed like 10 minutes or so she caught my eye and came over. She immediately glanced at my left side and although to the visible eye you cant see what's been ailing me, she somehow did. She was a Lakota Shaman, her name Ravenfeather. We talked about everything, but she knew all about me already. My disease, my connections with others, my life at a spiritual level. Long ago, when I was about 4, my mum was told by a Zuni Shaman, that I would grow up to be someone, who would in time have an amazing and positive impact on many people. I've always believed that there is something much bigger then us humans, guilding and using us as examples and tools. I've been drawn to people in need all my life and I've always been the kind to help no matter what. What I'm trying to say is I know what I am meant to do in this lifetime...I've found the road where I belong. It is so beautiful, and I feel so much positive energy from it. I cant explain it to you, but it will be my purpose...I'm keeping this vague for personal reasons...when the time is right, I will explain to you all...for now I am very happy and life seems positive for once...I'm changing for the better and not changing myself, but just building on more to make myself a better person...







~LiBBy