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sitting in the car while my mum drives to the house from salt lake city was torture...talk about every 1/2 hour i did supermodel push-ups (vomit)...not to mention horrible music...eckk!
i got through it like a champ...made it to "the next us midwest" town of freedom...
as for my surgery and shit...it went smooth...but with all the new machine/wire shit in my back..here's to a full year of no hard running or any hardcore activities... i can deal with that...i'm in bed most of the time for a couple weeks...physical therapy daily...and the cool thing is my kitty gets to stay in with me...plus my mum set up the dish and a tv in my room...although i will probably be reading...life still sucks...but things will eventually work themselves out...although i'm trying to be positive...the way my doctors spoke to me and what they said...doesn't give me a fair outlook but...whatever...

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thank you for holding my hand autism baby girl... ...i love you!!...and adam...love you too!

Thank you all for the great comments on my last two journals...<3