committed

stomach butterflies and poopstain belt buckles...
eating chili and then farting so much the parents leave the room...
screaming into pillows and drinking..the 'Passion"
El Grillo for tacos and eating on trashcans while playing 'Your Team' haha
not showering for days and naked photosets with chocolate stains
weird house with teddybears strangled in lights and fucked up panics
punkslut and tankgirl and random yells of "I deserve a fuck in the ass!" and "But we dont have any mothers!"
the smell of cigarettes and sugar waffer cookie lotion and random bouts of Ripper ass lingering brings me to tears
shaved heads and walking in the freshly fallen snow downtown
looking into her beautiful eyes for what seemed like hours and knowing and feeling completely at peace
hanging out with my riotress and sharing pictures and adventures and memories
nearly passing out at a party and making fun of dancing people
going to fred meyers together to purchase the most absurd items and laughing till we nearly wet ourselves
I could go on and on because there was so much amazingness and even the hard times couldn't compare
I wish I could live in that moment forever...this will always be the best moment I've ever had...my feelings, my thoughts, my love will never change nor be negative in any way, to me you are perfect and my most precious and special place in my heart will always belong to you...however bold that may be...it's true






~ps Happy Holidays to everyone...and although mine are quite shitty I wish you all the best and hope you all stay safe this year...