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(for those of you responding to a post I left you, look to the post preceding this one).

Don't read this if you can't stomach hate.

I hate my life!

Parents part II

I hate my dad! I hate my DAD, I HATE my DAD! I wanna pull out his lower intestines through his nostrils and feed them to whatever animal would eat them.

He's...
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thelefthand:
wow....i guess, uh, hummm....
the best thing about lake superior?
at its deepest point it is so deep and cold that its exceptionally hard to ever find anything thats been dropped in there like cars and shipwrecks and meddling fathers..
best of luck

lefty blackeyed
tiberius:
Really sorry, man...

I lucked out with my parents, but a few of my friends have rather "tenuous" relationships with theirs'. I've seen how that can drive a person to some pretty scary places.

Wish I had some advice or words of wisdom, but Well, for what its worth, I find that a rousing game of paintball can work wonders.

Take care.
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Alright! Labor Days over from where I sit..

This journal will focus on "testimonials." See that little "button" up there, next to "pics?" Click on that button, read the testimonials left there.

Then go to your own journal, check on your own Testimonials... guess what? That's right, I've left you one (well, if you're listed in my "friends" list anyway)! And check to see the...
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joshof13thfloor:
Thanks man, I'll keep that in mind in the days to come. Perhaps it will help me deal with whatever may be coming my way, if not at the very least perhaps it will help me understand it better.

Oh, and i'll comply to your *coughdemandcough* request you needy bastard you.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
rayna:
thanks for the help, and the tips. I appreciate it. kiss
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Even though the date above still says 9/05, its Labor Day where I am. I have to take this opportunity to say.... I love working! If it weren't for work, not only would I not make any money to feed and clothe myself, put a roof over my head (and practically give enough of it to my friend so that she can pay some of...
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joshof13thfloor:
I'm doing pretty good, brother. It's good to hear that you're doing well.

I'll be doing the same thing tomorrow that I do every single day, no exceptions, running after my kids and doing my impression of a proper housewife. lol.

Take it easy.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
drstinkypants:
well i would have spent the next few months in a drunken stupor no matter what... smile

i can only hope that the void of school is filled with Benni-ful goodness.
now if only i could get payed for being here id be all set
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aargh! European nations can be so backwater some times!

What I thought would be a week, may be two in coming. Having trouble holding out... oh well less than 30 days until the "scales tip." Look at the profile near the top if you're wondering what that means.

I refuse to let my workload get me down. I was on vacation for a couple weeks...
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thejuanupsman:
actually I wasn't answering just you. Several people have asked if they had anything to do with it. You were just the only one to do it in my journal. You can feel free to contact me, but yeah I am still a bit grumpy amd in general seem to be pissing everyone off.
joshof13thfloor:
Hey man, what up?

To answer your question, the stuff i've posted is actually full comics. You can find them listed in the folders titled "popeye" and "fuckercats".

Enjoy.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
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About freaking time. For those of you who know what this means; my mother finally made the call. For those that don't; don't worry about it except to know that its been something I've been waiting for her to do for a couple of months and her doing it will make my life so much easier.

I'm doing great now. Next week I'll be back...
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drstinkypants:
im not sure its not the destination, really. its the fact that its not here
jdubbs:
hey whats up man,

nah im not pissed, but yeah don't do anything like that without asking me first. Its my work man and i want to maintain control over what it does. im not trippin just for future reference.
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Stuff is ok. My mother is still stringing me along with talk about something that I really no longer believe she's going to get around to. We'll see.

Really only have an urge for a smoke twice per day. One when talking to an idiot that just doesn't get the concept of paying for things purchased on credit, and the other when sitting here alone....
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tegan:
who are you.
thelefthand:
of course
wear deodorant and were cool
a
silver surfer
do have a beard and why the fuck not?!?
skull skull skull skull
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Today looks brighter. Food is starting to taste better, but at the same time I'm trying not to eat alot of it (don't need to gain as a result of quitting). Then back to the Atkins diet in a few weeks.

The next week and a half I'll prolly be here daily, cause after tonight I'll have spent my entire paycheck and all fund reserves...
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drstinkypants:
as i told jaun,
i can email you my phone number, ill have my cell with me. is your email through here ok to use?
delusion:
best atkins snack ever: strawberries and cream cheese and macadamia nuts....sounds weird, tastes great. something semi fresh and not as heavy as the bacon/cheese/steak fat fest. also, the advantage brand peanut butter cups are rad.

just random advice from an atkins survivor. biggrin
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Today I woke up, read something that depressed me and curled up in a ball back in bed. The fetal position. Haven't been in that position in years.

Hope the rest of the day goes better.

Have a good day!

blackeyed oink blackeyed miao!! oink blackeyed ooo aaa blackeyed bok blackeyed EL SUICIDO LOCO blackeyed ARRR!!! blackeyed tongue blackeyed surreal
drstinkypants:
no need to bring the bozos into it, unless you want to.
im pretty easy to please. getting a bite to eat or pretty much anyhting is fine with me.
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Greetings and Salutation to one and all!

I'm back amongst the land of the living. The last week was a lot of fun, but I didn't get a lot of sleep, read on...

Friday August 6th immediately after work went home to meet up with Jeff and go see his brother Jon and family. Jeff informs me what loverly neighbors I have.. apparently he got...
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shayne:
thanks for making my day with your sweet comment on my set smile i had a lot of fun shooting it by myself... unless you count Carmen the dummy. He's such a stud.
thelefthand:
forget about benni?? is that even possible?
i already explained to her why i wont be able to go see her for the month of august and she seems cool with it...now its just a matter of saving up the three hundred dollars id like to bring with me on my birthday...shell have to dance at warp speed eeek p.s. welcome back n shit EL SUICIDO LOCO
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Ok, its Monday and I'm in Fredonia. It's been a whole 2 days without a cigarette. It's also been that long since getting on this site, but Jon let me use his 'puter and got the kids to go out of the room. Playing board (bored?) games and paying higher than normal gas prices but otherwise not much going on here. Should be back to...
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danielle:
yeah i was wondering where you went.. how is everything?
(lost your email) please email again. smile
thelefthand:
board games yaeah!!!
log on and no lookin??? you will power is astounding.. ooo aaa ooo aaa