comicking

Stuff is ok. My mother is still stringing me along with talk about something that I really no longer believe she's going to get around to. We'll see.

Really only have an urge for a smoke twice per day. One when talking to an idiot that just doesn't get the concept of paying for things purchased on credit, and the other when sitting here alone....
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Today looks brighter. Food is starting to taste better, but at the same time I'm trying not to eat alot of it (don't need to gain as a result of quitting). Then back to the Atkins diet in a few weeks.

The next week and a half I'll prolly be here daily, cause after tonight I'll have spent my entire paycheck and all fund reserves...
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Today I woke up, read something that depressed me and curled up in a ball back in bed. The fetal position. Haven't been in that position in years.

Hope the rest of the day goes better.

Have a good day!

Greetings and Salutation to one and all!

I'm back amongst the land of the living. The last week was a lot of fun, but I didn't get a lot of sleep, read on...

Friday August 6th immediately after work went home to meet up with Jeff and go see his brother Jon and family. Jeff informs me what loverly neighbors I have.. apparently he got...
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Ok, its Monday and I'm in Fredonia. It's been a whole 2 days without a cigarette. It's also been that long since getting on this site, but Jon let me use his 'puter and got the kids to go out of the room. Playing board (bored?) games and paying higher than normal gas prices but otherwise not much going on here. Should be back to...
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I just realized my last update said "in 24 hours." I meant 48 hours... cause I don't leave until Friday after work, which is now 21 hours away.

So this time tomorrow I should be on I-90 somewhere between Rochester, MN and Madison, WI.

And I still have so much to do tonight..

I had the weirdest dream last night. I dreamt that I was...
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well, 24 hours from now I should be driving through Rochester, then on to Madison, Chicago, South Bend and on to Fredonia and all points in-between.

I'm not ready. Got the cash in the bank account squirrelled away for gas and food while I'm there, and I get paid again on my way home next week..

On a different note, I ordered something on the...
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I don't know if excited is the word I'd use for my trip that will start this coming Friday.. perhaps its more angst. I haven't attempted to drive greater than 300 miles in many years, the last time was in 1986, and my car had mechanical problems (it lost gears 4 and 5) less than 20 miles over the Wisconsin border causing me to drive...
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Is this the real life, is this just fantasy, caught in a landslide, no escape from reality. Open your eyes, look up to the skies and seeeeee. I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy, because I'm easy come easy go, little high little low, any way the wind blows, doesn't really matter to meeeee. tooo meeeeeee.

Mamaaaa, just killed a man, put a...
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Wow am I ever a lazy fuck. The only thing I got done in the last 4 days is mow the lawn. I meant to go to my brother's house today to see about a dresser I had as a kid that he's had since I was 16. He's planning on a garage sale this Thursday, and he wanted to know if I wanted it...
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Cripes! It's been a week! Where does the time go.. As I look through my past entries I see a trend... For the first month I was updating almost every day, then it became about 3-4 days, and now 7! At this rate, I'll be updating once a year come December! Can't have that. I'm still on the site practically everyday, I should update more...
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Looking forward to a couple of things in August.

1) 20 years ago, come August 21st, I started smoking "full time." I had only smoked either in my car or when I was someplace out and about. My 2nd girlfriend had just dumped me for a high-school buddy, and I made a promise to myself right then and there. I vowed that I was going...
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