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I feel like i am losing my grip on reality.

That's wrong.

I feel like i am losing reality. The clear lines are fuzzy, i feel like i am existing between two plains. Here and there, I am somewhere in the middle. Some of this of course is attributed to the weather, the seasons change. I always struggle through the change. This seems more pronounced....
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hitherfetcher:
It's really hard to do at the time, I know, but when I get those days, I have to remind myself that they are temporary - that they are due to stress, or the weather, or any number of things that could set it off. While in them it can feel like the rest of your life is a total write-off, but you DO bounce back. Try to remember you're not alone, and keep that "I'm a normal person" costume handy to get through your day (mine has seen a lot of use).
bootlegspm:
I understand. I wish I didn't, but I do. You are not alone, but I know that doesn't help. I wish it did. I wish there was an easy answer. I put one foot in front of the other and stubbornly keep inching forward. The only alternative is to give up, and I just refuse to surrender. I refuse to give up hope in the face of a history that tells me I should. Never surrender. That's my stubborn response. I must believe that somehow things will get better. I am my own worst enemy, but I keep moving anyway. There's always another problem around the corner, but I just keep moving with the assurance that I will not be defeated if I just keep moving forward. The end will be of my choosing, not someone elses. I will go on my terms. Never surrender. I have a lot to offer. Surely someone will recognize that eventually. Surely someday...I must believe it. I have to...
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