waitformetoturnblue:
Miss you. Text me. ❤️
visionsofed:
I hope you feel better.
so this may be a little fucked but tonight i decided to be some sort of self destructive. Just because all my healthy coping skills weren't fucking cutting it.
So! The old fall backs.
The funny part to me about this is that once i decided to stop trying so damn hard i started feeling considerably better. Almost as if choosing health was what was...
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hitherfetcher:
Hope things come together for you - emotional pain sucks no less than physical . . .
visionsofed:
Sometimes people just need to let of a little steam so they don't explode. There is nothing wrong with that.
Im some negative right now. My energy is violent and it takes so much not to snap. I'm sad. I'm down. I'm crying a lot. I gained a lot of weight. I'm fucking miserable. Even my positive outlets are suffering. I just can't channel it.
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visionsofed:
P.S. I have gained weight after my surgery too.
nebula:
<3 hang in there. I'm sorry things are so rough right now.
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biggrouch:
Two very beautiful young women
visionsofed:
Wow, what beautiful smiles both of you have
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missjessarae:
Lol @thekarmaguy it looks like that too!! This pic is freggin great!
thekarmaguy:
I think we would both do awesome on a Rorschach test @missjessarae mwhahah :)
waitformetoturnblue:
Miss you fiercely.
visionsofed:
Awesome!!! I have had enough Vicodin to kill a horse
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biggrouch:
Love it you look very beautiful
visionsofed:
You look amazing!!!
visionsofed:
I love it!!!
waitformetoturnblue:
I ❤️ you. 😁
Work has been making me crazy. It's insanely draining and frustrating. I always feel like I need a shot of something strong or a cigarette. But shots would get me fired and cigarettes make me puke. So what to do? I seriously contemplated picking up cigarettes today and just fighting through it, but I really couldn't see it ever being considered more than a break....
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sabbauth:
Lemmy once said "You need to find your drug of choice and stick with that". Joking aside, balance is always the key
visionsofed:
We all have are vices. Diet Coke doesn't sound to bad, at least it isn't chocolate. Ummm, chocolate.
I've always loved squirrels for their tanacity, i was even planning on getting a squirrel tattoo because those fuckers never quit. I'm rethinking that.
Friday at 12am my fucking plumbing backed up all over my bathroom, and the over flow seeped through the floor and started to flood my stairway.
So me, being a curteous tenant turned off the water, mopped the floor, soaked up...
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