comatose

i hate that the mail comes late here, makes waiting for it a whole lot less fun than it used to be, i miss where i used to live, i couldnt sleep last night and theres really absolutely shit all i can do here when i cant sleep, i cant even really walk around outside without looking creepy and suspicious. i need to live in a city or at least somewhere more fucking active than this shithole.
i bought myself a shutter release cable last week on ebay and im hoping it comes soon as i want to play with my camera more and it would certainly be alot easier than self timer, that cunt has had it in for me since the first day i picked up a camera
i am also waiting for a little package from my ex-boyfriend who lives in limousin in france,
it should contain his bands new ep and some cigarettes pour moi, they asked me to do their cover art, but didnt really give me anything to go by except "listen to the CD a couple times, then if you just think of stuff related to our songs...blah blah blah"

yeah okay, brainstorming needed, with cigarettes.
and cameras.


i had an odd dream last night, when i finally got to sleep.
it was really desaturated looking, literally like someone had just drained the world of colour slightly,
and i was with a really strange mix of people, 3 boys whom i havnt seen in about 3 years, a group of girls i never "hang out" with anymore. and we were in a train station, it was really really busy, i dont remember where we were going now, but someone close to me was sititng at a different table with lots of people who looked more like people i would be friends with but we were going to different places and everyone was in a hurry, it was a bit rubbish really, made me feel sad when i woke up this morning.

edit

i just remembered some more of my dream.
before the train station bit, myself and some friends and some weird camp guy who was kindve like our tour guide were out walking around and doing stuff, and i had reeeeeeeally sunburnt forearms (something i dont ever really get, shoulders, back, legs yes, not forearms) it was strange.



i was faced with this when i walked home from the pub yesterday too, i wanted to see the look on the postmans face this morning but when i got up he had disappeared! haha

also, i had a little fiddle with the photos i took on friday, i like them all better in black and white,

yep, definately

still not that keen on this one though.


and more camera stuff:
i am thinking about getting these two lenses
http://www.vistek.ca/details/details.aspx?WebCode=133733&CategoryID=CameraLenses

http://www.vistek.ca/details/details.aspx?t=reviews&WebCode=212921&CategoryID=CameraLenses

yum. now to find a job.