comatose

okayokay
so
tonight wasnt SO bad after all
Chaydon cheered me up LOADS which was ace, as did ra0ul thankyou both.

at the start of the evening i was PROPERLY upset.
because im sick and i really dont have a clue whats wrong with me, i keep having really bad headaches
and passing out/nearly passing out and stuff.
been really emotional the past few weeks because of college too, so much work etc, just gets me down.
and also, because of my ex ex boyfriend, which may sound a bit stupid as hes an ex ex
but we were together for a longlong time.


now all i have to do is go to the doctors and finish college...hmm


and Bethalie said she will be my Valentine

HOORAY!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


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so, happy valentines and all that.

i woke up half 11 this morning and it was fit and sunny and i was lying on my bed in a shirt and underwear tangled in the million metre long cable on my headphones, it was amusing.

and then i heard a knock at the door so i had to get my brother to answer as i was uncapable of putting on clothes fast enough, MY BOOTS. MY FIT, LOVELY, THIGH HIGH BOOTS.
they came on valentines day, i can see a beautiful relationship between us.

they are fucking radical.


okay one more edit wont hurt anyone
i have a big big favour to ask anyone in the united states.

inside your phone books do you all have pages like this: ????????!

BECAUSE
if you do, can i have it?
i wanna make a big big map of the US completely made of these pages, so ye let me know, safe? safe. xxxx