Im having a real disaster time with college at the moment, i have so much work that i have to get completed and marked before i finish for the summer; and if i dont get it all done i might not get into my second year of the course.
but heres the biggest problem, im not sure i really want to do this course anymore, its not going to get me any kind of decent paying enjoyable job, its too much writing and too much pressure, and those two things are pretty much my only weaknesses when it comes to working.
i think i realised somewhere between a phone call from someone to my friend if its ok to store a kilo of weed in his computer and spending days as far away from home and college as possible that its just not for me, im gunna start saving money for a new house and a new start with my boyfriend and try and sort myself out job-wise...i think i wanna do a hairdressing course, maybe. i change my mind as often as i change my hair...hah.
what next life?
but heres the biggest problem, im not sure i really want to do this course anymore, its not going to get me any kind of decent paying enjoyable job, its too much writing and too much pressure, and those two things are pretty much my only weaknesses when it comes to working.
i think i realised somewhere between a phone call from someone to my friend if its ok to store a kilo of weed in his computer and spending days as far away from home and college as possible that its just not for me, im gunna start saving money for a new house and a new start with my boyfriend and try and sort myself out job-wise...i think i wanna do a hairdressing course, maybe. i change my mind as often as i change my hair...hah.
what next life?