comaboy

Didn't sleep at all this night.. today I will become my alter ego "Coma Boy"

Give me beer!

Today I'm off for a midsummerfest at Sderhamns dropzone. It's going to be great to relax a bit and for a coulpe of days try to block out everything that needs to be done next week. I just hope the weathergods are on my side so I'll be able to jump with my friends and not only drink beer.

The funeral went pretty well and now everything feels a little better.

... let the healing begin.

The funeral is today. There are going to be at least 150 people there and every one of them will want to talk to me and my sister and express their sympathies. I don't want to talk to anyone but I guess I'll have to. This day will suck donkey ass

Tomorrow I have to go to work again. I'm not feeling very well but I'm hoping that once I'm there I'll feel better. I don't know why I feel like this.. or yeah sure I do. The anxiety has risen every day monday comes closer. Ordinary life and work doesn't feel ordinary anymore. Before when I needed advise about workthings I called my dad or...
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Life goes on.. but there's so much to do and I don't have a clue where to start. And since my sister doesn't have the strength to do anything at all right now it's up to me. But my friends are a huge support. I know I can call them anytime and they'll drop whatever they're doing and come running. I've got great friends.

Three days ago we buried my mom and today my father died. My father enjoyed working and this day he was helping out at my jobs saw mill. I went to get him because we were supposed to fetch a tractor down town. I parked my car next to the mill and walked in. The mill was shut down but I couldn't find him. Then...
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I'm to embarrased to say what I'm doing this weekend.. the only good part about it is that my girlfriend will be doing it also and that means she can't teaze me about it later.