comaboy

Tomorrow I have to go to work again. I'm not feeling very well but I'm hoping that once I'm there I'll feel better. I don't know why I feel like this.. or yeah sure I do. The anxiety has risen every day monday comes closer. Ordinary life and work doesn't feel ordinary anymore. Before when I needed advise about workthings I called my dad or sometimes he called me just talking nonsense. Before his death I didn't really understand how important those calls were to me.. now I do