The funeral is today. There are going to be at least 150 people there and every one of them will want to talk to me and my sister and express their sympathies. I don't want to talk to anyone but I guess I'll have to. This day will suck donkey ass
Tomorrow I have to go to work again. I'm not feeling very well but I'm hoping that once I'm there I'll feel better. I don't know why I feel like this.. or yeah sure I do. The anxiety has risen every day monday comes closer. Ordinary life and work doesn't feel ordinary anymore. Before when I needed advise about workthings I called my dad or...
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Life goes on.. but there's so much to do and I don't have a clue where to start. And since my sister doesn't have the strength to do anything at all right now it's up to me. But my friends are a huge support. I know I can call them anytime and they'll drop whatever they're doing and come running. I've got great friends.
Three days ago we buried my mom and today my father died. My father enjoyed working and this day he was helping out at my jobs saw mill. I went to get him because we were supposed to fetch a tractor down town. I parked my car next to the mill and walked in. The mill was shut down but I couldn't find him. Then...
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jdavis0:
Aw hey man, that's rough. Take your time with it. They're both in better places now. We're pullin for you.
I'm to embarrased to say what I'm doing this weekend.. the only good part about it is that my girlfriend will be doing it also and that means she can't teaze me about it later.
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loretta:
det brukar rcka med att jag gr upp tta s det r inte speciellt farligt 
rydell:
thanks hun!
I'm back at work again. I still feel a bit dizzy but hey, it's not like I'm driving several tons of heavvy machinery down crowded streets, right? Umhhhh 
katrina:
Sommaren...varje r glmmer jag nstan bort att den ska komma...
Hm, borde man vara orolig fr sin egen skerhet ute p gatorna nu allts?
Hm, borde man vara orolig fr sin egen skerhet ute p gatorna nu allts?
katrina:
N, det gr jag ju inte, och det lter det ju som att jag ska vara tacksam fr 
My brain has turned to slime.. It's a wonder how much snot the human skull can contain... it NEVER ends! 
rebekahgraves:
wow thats how I feel
Yesterday I made two jumps. The day was beautiful, the sky was blue and the snow was fun to land in. A great day!
Today I've got a fever.. that's not as much fun. But since I'm not dying or anything It's ok anyway.
Today I've got a fever.. that's not as much fun. But since I'm not dying or anything It's ok anyway.
I haven't slept anything at all and now I have to go to work.... I fucking hate winter, the snow and having to plow it away.
I'm mister plow...
I'm mister plow...
This weekend will be fun. Tomorrow 26 new skydivers will be airborn for the first time. And as always when there's people making their first jumps things will happen. I predict that at least one of them will land in a tree and maybe two more of them will require a lift back to the dropzone after landing way off
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burnt_halo:
I so wish I could join you to watch the fun!!! Though, I have to brag on myself. My first jump...I stood up the landing 20 feet from the pea pit. HUZZAH! Damn, I miss it!
And yes, it is a key. I have no clue what it goes too. I found it in a drawer at my great grandmothers when I was a kid and for some reason it's followed me through life. I figured I was meant to have it so why not make it useful.
And yes, it is a key. I have no clue what it goes too. I found it in a drawer at my great grandmothers when I was a kid and for some reason it's followed me through life. I figured I was meant to have it so why not make it useful.
finch:
i've never been sky diving. it's one of those things i've always wanted to do, which i hope i really will do eventually, but it also scares the crap outta me. hell, i have trouble on ladders. 
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loretta:
ja jag vet!
dumma.
inte sommaren utan skolan. Men man kan sitte ute och plugga?
dumma.
inte sommaren utan skolan. Men man kan sitte ute och plugga?
loretta:
ja jag vet!
haha
ja jag vet!
haha