coltoncasanova

i DONT UNDERSTAND MYSELF SOMETIMES.
(i didnt mean to write in all caps but my finger hit it and im too lazy to fix it.)

I just had sex with a very attractive girl, (i rocked her freakin world btw)
but i had this dream of my all time favorite girlfriend, and now i miss her.
funny thing about that is she hates me and wants me dead because she thinks im a shitty guy.
i wish i never fucked it up with her.

how fucked is my head?! i need to drink lots of alcohol and drown my emotions. its been working so far.