coltoncasanova

my heart is broken.....i cant go to the suicide girls party tomorrow because im 20 and not 21.
i feel so shitty. my whole day has been fucked up. THE WORST DAY EVER.

1st.
my bitch mom made a huge scene in the middle of a public place. screaming at me like im a drug addict or something like i party 24/7 but i dont. i work and go to school. wtf!

2nd.
i go to work pissed off and work with all of my least favorite co-workers. and then im forced to do someone elses job.

3rd.
some fucking bitch starts screaming at me for something she was doing wrong and told my manager to fire me and all he does is agree with her. and the stupid fucker doesnt even know the situation.

4th.
i threw up and almost passed out because im so stressed i didnt eat anything all day and i drank about 4 monster imports within 2 hours.

5th
its snowing.

6th
i cant jam with my band because its too late because i worked longer than i was suppose to.

7th.
i come home to relax and read a message letting me know that i cant go to the SG's halloween party. the only thing i was looking forward to for the past month.


i hate life sooo much right now. i hate it more than ive ever hated life. im begging someone to cheer me up. please. PLEASE! PLEASE CHEER ME UP.
my heart physically hurts so much right now.