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The past few days have been beyond shit. It seems like all my friends are fighting over the same girl which is really stupid cause theres billions of other girls in the world, I don't know why they have to worry about the same one.
Secondly, I may have to go to court for this car crash I was in about a year ago. I was like passed out in the back of the car and I didn't tell the cop where i was sitting exactly cause i was afraid they we're gonna charge my friend for reckless driving, which he later received anyways so I get fucked over anyways.
And over the weekend my neighbour tried to steal my dog which really fucking pissed me off because that dog is like a son to me. And besides, who the fuck just steals a dog?!
Today was equally shitty, I somehow came across my first gf's myspace and shes all happy and in her band with her new bf ( blah blah blah ) and then I started thinking about my situation and now I wonder how much i've changed since we've last talked. I just sometimes wonder that maybe i'm not a good musician at all. Maybe i really can't write anything decent, maybe i'm a below average guitar player and maybe I can't sing for shit.

Iunno, i'm just all over the place tonight
I need some cheering up.




This picture always inspired me... for some reason... somehow