Well....it's waiting time YET again!
They were unable to preform the exam and biopsy due to a pretty bad infection that I got...
Now I'm on two different major types of medication for the next ten days...and they are HORRIBLE!!! I am so sick to my stomach from this...the only way that I can settle my stomach is to smoke a bowl...I'm gonna have to...
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They were unable to preform the exam and biopsy due to a pretty bad infection that I got...
Now I'm on two different major types of medication for the next ten days...and they are HORRIBLE!!! I am so sick to my stomach from this...the only way that I can settle my stomach is to smoke a bowl...I'm gonna have to...
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I'm numb today....
Backstory: My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for two years now...We finally broke down and went into the doctor's for some tests (we feared the worst for so long that it kept us from going in)...After many blood tests and such, my doctor called this morning....
I have quite a few things wrong...including a possibility of cervical cancer...I...
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Backstory: My husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for two years now...We finally broke down and went into the doctor's for some tests (we feared the worst for so long that it kept us from going in)...After many blood tests and such, my doctor called this morning....
I have quite a few things wrong...including a possibility of cervical cancer...I...
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jen:
Yeah, I came across her in the limbo girls page... thats why I've decided to change my name.
I need something that suits my personality a little better, anyway...
zahara:
Thanks for the b-day wishes!
So, I met the new step-mom and step-brother/cousins (see earlier journal entry)...and they aren't half bad. I might even be able to get along with them...
I just hate getting close...I never know how long they will be around and I'm tired of people that I care for leaving...
On a different note...It's SexyMagdalene's birthday, so make sure you run over to her journal...
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I just hate getting close...I never know how long they will be around and I'm tired of people that I care for leaving...
On a different note...It's SexyMagdalene's birthday, so make sure you run over to her journal...
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tarnish:
isnt it weird getting to know the step family? I dont have any step parents/sibling, but my hubby does and it was WEIRD meeting the step mom in particular. For one, she has the crazy eyes. But not only did she have crazy eyes, but she was one of those people that just stares at you until you break eye contact, then continues staring making you incredibly uncomfortable. My hubby and his bro were both completely freaked out by her, but they didnt get the worst of it. When I told her that I used to write poetry she decided to share with me this extremely erotic poem she had written for dereks dad! EWWWWWWW.
I hope your new family isn't all creepy and weird.
I hope your new family isn't all creepy and weird.
lushoasis:
Thanks for commenting on my schoolgirl pic. That was really nice of you!
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suicidemarine:
thanx.
geekygoo:
Happy Belated Easter!
Well....I'm feeling better today....better than I've felt throughout this whole ordeal....I might even get to return to work earlier than the doctor said (which is great for my financial situation)...
So...my father is getting married on Saturday...rather, he's eloping on Saturday....would be great except two things...
One...this is marriage 5 1/2 (I call it that because there was one that was common law and they...
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So...my father is getting married on Saturday...rather, he's eloping on Saturday....would be great except two things...
One...this is marriage 5 1/2 (I call it that because there was one that was common law and they...
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edenkitty:
1. What's your favorite childhood memory?
Grinding Spices with my grandfather.
2. Who are you closest to in your family?
My mother.
3. Where's the one place in the world that you will go before you die?
i don't know if I ever will go anywhere.
4. You ever been to Disneyland? Disneyworld? Euro Disney?
I have been to disneyland twice.
5. What's one thing that you find great (or even just good) about me (I'm in need of some cheering up..the self esteem is pretty low)?
I like your 1337 Mario Party Skillz.
Grinding Spices with my grandfather.
2. Who are you closest to in your family?
My mother.
3. Where's the one place in the world that you will go before you die?
i don't know if I ever will go anywhere.
4. You ever been to Disneyland? Disneyworld? Euro Disney?
I have been to disneyland twice.
5. What's one thing that you find great (or even just good) about me (I'm in need of some cheering up..the self esteem is pretty low)?
I like your 1337 Mario Party Skillz.
aikaterine:
Thanks for the birthday wishes! 
retsin:
did they tell you to drink gatorade or powerade? it's useful if you aren't eating as it has sugar in it and other useful stuff....its helpful if you drink things very slowly, you tend not to throw up in you take fluid in small amounts....like with ice chips...and its easier aswell if you have a swollen throat.
if you find you can't eat at all...and food grosses you out to no end, try picking up some supplements at the pharmacy like ensure or resource.
take care
if you find you can't eat at all...and food grosses you out to no end, try picking up some supplements at the pharmacy like ensure or resource.
take care
So.....I'm back!
My computer is finally fixed and I'm overjoyed!!!!
Not many people missed me though! How very sad! Thanks so much to Edenkitty for missing me! I always miss her!
My computer is finally fixed and I'm overjoyed!!!!
Not many people missed me though! How very sad! Thanks so much to Edenkitty for missing me! I always miss her!
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queena:
I missed you. I haven't been around much, either. Bloody school.
Glad that yer back, tho!!
Glad that yer back, tho!!
derekthered:
You know, you're like the 3rd person's journal I've seen mention a computer problem. Mine crapped on me recently too; I now suspect a grand conspiracy!
Just a quick update.....my computer took a complete crash on me!
My tech has it now and has informed me that it was infected with 538 pieces of Spyware, various viruses, and missing many critical updates.....
That's where I have been....I'm only updating on a family member's computer...I hope to be back up again tonight or tomorrow (cross your fingers for me).......
I miss you...
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My tech has it now and has informed me that it was infected with 538 pieces of Spyware, various viruses, and missing many critical updates.....
That's where I have been....I'm only updating on a family member's computer...I hope to be back up again tonight or tomorrow (cross your fingers for me).......
I miss you...
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edenkitty:
NOOOOOOOOO! I miss you I miss you! I wondered where you went.
glad to hear it isn't anything too serious.
I had such fun on Wednesday.....
First, the beautiful, fun, amazing Edenkitty came all the way down to visit me!!!! We had such a blast! I totally love her! And her cooking! And her randomness! And that's she's so super sweet that she brought me flowers....and they were my favorite kinds (daffodils) and she totally didn't even know that!
We had a sex toy party...
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First, the beautiful, fun, amazing Edenkitty came all the way down to visit me!!!! We had such a blast! I totally love her! And her cooking! And her randomness! And that's she's so super sweet that she brought me flowers....and they were my favorite kinds (daffodils) and she totally didn't even know that!
We had a sex toy party...
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edenkitty:
*poke* you alive?
fairygrlz:
where are you girl???
So....on Wednesday....I'm having a little "girl" get-together....I have a home business and we're having a party....
I'm excited about the party but REALLY excited that Edenkitty is driving down to come to it and to see me!!!!! I finally get to meet her face to face...and she's staying the night!!!!
I'm *SO* looking forward to all this! It's going to be SO MUCH fun!!!!!!!
I'm excited about the party but REALLY excited that Edenkitty is driving down to come to it and to see me!!!!! I finally get to meet her face to face...and she's staying the night!!!!
I'm *SO* looking forward to all this! It's going to be SO MUCH fun!!!!!!!
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derekthered:
I tried having a girl get-together once, but not actually being a girl made it kinda difficult. So it ended up being just me weeping quietly to myself 
raedyn:
yeay!!!! I LOVE, LOVE! i wish we all lived closer...we would have a blast together.
So my Valentines Day way awesome *gush*
My hubby worked until 4.....we didn't have much money so I went to work for a friend's mom who's a florist....I got to spread love and cheer by delivering flowers all day!!! I also got to play around, wrap some roses, and make some arrangements (should I change jobs? lol).
So...wrapped a red rose and and attached a...
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My hubby worked until 4.....we didn't have much money so I went to work for a friend's mom who's a florist....I got to spread love and cheer by delivering flowers all day!!! I also got to play around, wrap some roses, and make some arrangements (should I change jobs? lol).
So...wrapped a red rose and and attached a...
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sexymagdalene:
Smoking with you??? Hmmmm.... Sure! When?!

user209834982:
awww, how cute
Well, everyone....I surely hope you never get this illness that I picked up somewhere....it really kicks you in the ASS!!! Everytime I think I'm over it, I start to feel like shit again! This totally sucks!!!!
So....it's Valentine's Day tomorrow.....what's everyone up to? Are you celebrating? Not celebrating? Tell me the juicy and non juicy details!!!!
So....it's Valentine's Day tomorrow.....what's everyone up to? Are you celebrating? Not celebrating? Tell me the juicy and non juicy details!!!!
edenkitty:
I'm not sure yet, we will see tommorow won't we! 


Here you go, best o' luck. (again)
-TM