coloreddreams

So I start a new job on September 19.....something I've alwasy DREAMED of doing......and I cannot wait to start!!!!



I will be apprenticing to be a body piercer! Hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just letting all that care to know that my account closes on the 17th....and I'm leaving SG. *Edited to say that I don't know if I want to leave, but money is too tight this month....for all that want to keep contact with me, send me off an IM or email or something.....

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I want something to take the pain away....

There is new speculation on the death of my uncle....they found his body wrapped up in a sleeping bag.....my other uncle in convinced that someone held him under the water....I have never experienced anything like this....this is different from a regular death.....I don't know how to feel....I can't sleep....I.....I....I don't know

Hey world........

Figured I'd update although I really have nothing new to say....

Got my baby fix this week....between my beautiful and perfect niece being here this last week and the birth of tiny sweet little Anna.....I'm doing ok.



Wish I could have one of my own though.......

Welcome to the world Anna Marie.....

born at 7:45pm
19 1/2 inches
6 lbs 5 oz



Congrats sexymagdalene

This is pretty cool......I stole it from kittie



Things have gotten better in the last few days....with most things......there's still a really big thing lingering for me......



3 years? How long do I have to wait?

This utter feeling of sheer depression has really sunk in over the last couple of days......

It's hard to talk about it because no one gets it.....I'm sick of hearing "It'll get better" or "It'll happen"...and it't not that I'm not appreciative of people trying to be positive....it just has gone so far the other direction that it's no use anymore....there is not much that...
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