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i hate the way your hair lies on your face when you look at me
i hate the way it mocks me ask you totally ignore me

i wish for a day when there is never a fragmented memories of you in my mind
i wish for a time when i no long despise myself for getting my hopes up again

i dream of a night that the black whole i see takes me over
i dream of a night that i disappear and never come back

i long for that time i once had
i long for that time i felt your love







you have to be cruel to be kind









and fuck you for excluding me