collapsingstar

I feel like Armand In "Interview with the Vampire" I'm losing touch with the present world in preference to my internal world. I do not want to become an anacronisim. So absorbed in understanding the world I am fammiliar with, that the world of now passes by without my knowledge.

So with this idea firmly in mind, I havent looked around the site in a while.

And how awsome to find some people here have some amazing things to say.
And some say them in indescribable vividness.

That's what moves me on. The unexpected. The hidden surprise. The undefined, defined.

I think Ive been far too shy the past couple of years. I think it's a slippery hill to travel. The longer I'm down , the more distant everyone else appears. Hell I know I still look young and I definatly act young, but at 31 something has to move. I don't want to retreat so far into introspection that I totaly lose sight of the present age.

It's time to take a breath. See whats happening above sea-level. I forget how much fun it is to let go. To not care. To do and not simply be.

If there is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path,
then I hope to see you around the next bend.