collapse_on_me

you rustle the leaves in my mind when all i want to do is just let them sink in the mud.... it's raining all the time in here -the clouds never clear, and every surface i touch is cold. it's sticking to my bones, but you suck the marrow right out of me. and i can't breathe without saying -i wish you were staying, like the snot on my sleeve. black cancer in my heart, you won't leave -blood in every breath that i heave, and tar in every vein that flows, i just can't let you go. but the devil knows, we reap what we sow, and my weed your roots run far too deep -like leasions on my brain your presence remains in the sweat that i seep and the tears that i weep. you're my stain. i bleed the oil of your love through every pore in my skin, it sinks into the soil and i lap it up again.
~i miss my ugly black scar.....