colinism

So I have spent the past 2 days working, coming home and passing out, then waking up around 9 and going into the other room to sort out a huge pile of lego stuff that needed sorting. Thing is about the pile, it's my life that needed sorting. I am trying to figure out a path to take or something to do differently. Pippy my oldest kitty is getting on in years, she is getting thin and bony, and she used to be a big fat kitty. now when I pick her up she makes cracking noises a bit too. She is still eating and drinking, but I have to face the fact that she won't be there forever. That kills me because I love her more than I have ever loved anyone or anything else. I cannot explain it but she is my closest family. I wish I was not so dysfunctional at times.

I don't know what I am doing atm I honestly have no clue whats going on I think I need to get out more or something.