First of all let me say thank you to everyone that showed and continues to show genuine concern about me. It touches me greatly to know who I can really count on in a pinch.
Secondly I have made many mistakes in my life, sadly many of them are recurring and have to do with certain choices that I make. Really I have no one to blame but myself and I think thats why I don't feel as hurt or angry as I normally do when this sort of thing happens. It's more quiet acceptance that this is the way things are and that for me they will not change. Trust is something I used to hand out like candy sadly I always get my hand bitten off. No more, I won't act any different towards any of you nor will I be a jerk hell for most of you nothing will have changed because you have given me no reason to change it. and even those that I had problems with in the past it's true that time really does heal all wounds and I will say again to any of you that anything that happened between us is in the past long forgotten never to return.
Secondly I have made many mistakes in my life, sadly many of them are recurring and have to do with certain choices that I make. Really I have no one to blame but myself and I think thats why I don't feel as hurt or angry as I normally do when this sort of thing happens. It's more quiet acceptance that this is the way things are and that for me they will not change. Trust is something I used to hand out like candy sadly I always get my hand bitten off. No more, I won't act any different towards any of you nor will I be a jerk hell for most of you nothing will have changed because you have given me no reason to change it. and even those that I had problems with in the past it's true that time really does heal all wounds and I will say again to any of you that anything that happened between us is in the past long forgotten never to return.
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And - I think I finally got things to work in my journal. SG updates are acting all wonky.